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[MINGLE] One-Man Show
WHERE: Inari Shrine and elsewhere
WHEN: 25 January 2019 through ?
OPEN TO: All opted in characters
WARNINGS: Please warn in the subject line of your comment as needed, and remember to move anything turning adult to a new post.
IMPORTANT NOTES: Final reminders and informational links are here. Please label all top-levels clearly so that there is no confusion who they are open to and what they are for, and DON'T FORGET TO ADD YOUR TAG!
Have fun and ask questions here!
WHEN: 25 January 2019 through ?
OPEN TO: All opted in characters
WARNINGS: Please warn in the subject line of your comment as needed, and remember to move anything turning adult to a new post.
IMPORTANT NOTES: Final reminders and informational links are here. Please label all top-levels clearly so that there is no confusion who they are open to and what they are for, and DON'T FORGET TO ADD YOUR TAG!
Have fun and ask questions here!
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No uploads. No backups. They're going to die.
Good.
Connor doesn't want to remember unit 51's fall. Connor doesn't want any of his predecessors' failures. He locks down the doubled sense of rushing wind, the screaming, futile certainty of fragmentation. Focuses, instead on his goal. On his mission. Would Amanda approve, if she knew? He hadn't done better—hadn't done as much as he'd hoped. But maybe he'd done enough to be worthwhile.
It has to be enough. The world is a blur of shadows, light and dark and sky and ground, ground, ground. He's falling, and it's going to hurt, so much more than the knife in his side. He's going to—
Connor plunges deep into the snow, impact slamming through his damaged frame. He can feel when the stick impaled in his shoulder snaps, a jarring twist that drives the sharp-tipped fragment through the other side completely. He can see the spattering of blue that flies from his already open wounds. He doesn't scream. He doesn't have time to. His head hits a rock embedded in the snow, and Connor model #313 248 317-60 goes limp.
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--it's cold, he's lying on his back, and snow rises on all sides like walls, framing the sky--
--he's broken. His skull is shattered like a lightbulb, and he can feel parts of himself missing, knows he's at the center of one of the sidewalk's two splash zones of thirium and plastic--
--snow, he's not damaged. He could probably take in a deep, shuddering breath with whole and intact lungs if he wasn't suffocating, throat locked and teeth clenched to the point of straining his bioservos.
Both images are simultaneously real, until Connor's whole body shudders spasmodically, and the cold asserts itself. He drags in a breath he doesn't need, then another, pushing himself up to sit. Snow falls down from his chest as he does, and his body is trembling as his system runs micro-functional-checks, sweeping through systems and rapid-firing biocomponents.
... He opens his mouth, irrationally tempted to try to purge orally, but there's nothing in his 'stomach', and vomiting is a human response, not an android one. He rakes a hand through his hair, dislodging more snow, and when some slips down the back of his collar he shivers violently, teeth clicking as he snaps them closed. He can't stay here. He can't--
Connor staggers to his feet as though intoxicated, and he needs a moment to steady himself. He's not--not damaged. He's intact. He has a mission, and he should focus on it. Where is...
... there.
For a moment the RK800 is actually a PL600. Then he isn't, but Connor still wonders if this is what it would have been like if he'd stood up from his original fall and seen the other android crumpled across from him. There's the remains of the makeshift spear, and thirium is splattered generously, making the android's red LED a screaming contrast of color.
Wait--its LED is lit. It's...
... Connor fights off the urge to sink to his knees and continue shivering. Instead he steps forward, putting a shoe over the android's knee. Then he lifts, and stomps.
Pop-crunch.
He feels cold, but impulse to purge has faded to be replaced by an emotional numbness that he's frankly grateful for. Connor shakes his head a little, moving on to the second knee and giving it the same treatment.
There. It's... not running anywhere. Does Connor need to finish off its remaining arm? For a moment he stands there, yellow LED pulsing sickly in thought.
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It's cold.
Cold like the Garden. Cold like Amanda's words, on his one, brief day of connectivity. You have your orders, Connor. You know what you have to do. Connor does, and Connor did, and—he'd succeeded, he thought. He'd accomplished his mission.
He'd succeeded, but it's still so very cold. He'd succeeded, but his vision clutters with the error logs. Damaged biocomponents. Right shoulder. Left shoulder. Knees and throat and something buried in one lung. The back of his head aches, and he can feel processes still rebooting, data struggling to sync. He's never been so damaged before. He's never been damaged at all, but even with his predecessor's memories, Connor knows this is too much. He'll be replaced. He doesn't know why the thought is so exhausting. Connor had wanted—no, Connor had tried—
...
Connor blinks, and the errors clear.
The shape standing above him is impossible to miss. Connor stares, mouth parting just slightly as his LED blinks red. He tries to shove himself upright, but his arms won't lift. His legs won't push. One fist clenches feebly against the snow, body twisting—shaking—barely enough to smear the streaks of blue.
(Stop squirming, Connor.)
His expression flattens, frame going rigidly, mechanically still. Connor can't get up. He can't finish his mission. After—that, after everything... the deviant's not even hurt. His eyes blaze upward, voice wavering with the slightest static before it clears.
"Well done, Connor."
It isn't fair.
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He steps around wordlessly, kneeling by the deviant's side. Without fanfare, he pulls on the spear, and when it resists he twists and wrenches until there's a faint snap and it springs free.
More thirium seeps out from the wound, melting the snow scattered over that area. If Connor isn't careful, the android will reach critical levels before he gets back to Cyberlife, offlining completely. It would be useless, then. Worse than useless. Connor packs some snow between his hands before pressing it down over this biggest exit wound, surveying the rest of him. Does he need to stop for repairs?
Working mechanically, Connor takes off the backpack he's carried around as a matter of fact. There is an unused pair of spare socks, and he takes one, stretching it out of shape.
It's not ideal, but it'll make a good bandage. Or failing that, at least a good plug for the wound.
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Connor closes his eyes. Opens them. The flicker of his LED has slowed, but it still burns a bright and ugly red. He's still... deactivating. That wasn't the part he'd wanted to get right. All the same, as the deviant packs snow and reaches for a cloth, he finds himself almost viciously glad for the inconvenience.
"Is there a point to this?"
He focuses on his vocal modulator, drawling the words out in a soft, unhurried tone. It takes a little effort; the trickle of fluid in one lung is prompting an irrational urge to cough.
"CyberLife will send a new Connor." If they haven't already. Three weeks, when his own release had taken all of a single day.
"Whatever time you think you've bought yourself won't last."
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He'll die. Except--he was never alive. He'll be re recalled, that's what's going to happen, and Connor any irrational emotions Connor might be tempted to feel about this are swept up in the miserable numbness he's already sunk into.
Connor considers the wound, before tearing a lump of knit cloth and wadding it up. Then, without warning or time to brace either of them, he crams it directly into the wound, plugging it unceremoniously. The rest of the sock is pocketed.
Connor stands, surveying him with a faint line between his eyebrows. Could he drag him back? Say, perhaps, by an ankle? ... No, his hips still work, even if his knees don't. By his more wounded arm? ... No, there'd be the danger of accidentally damaging it and wrenching it off...
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"I'm not the one who froze at the cliff's edge."
He hadn't frozen. Whatever else he'd done—or failed to achieve—he hadn't been that desperate to keep emulating life. He watches the deviant deliberate with its crude patch, and when it reaches for his wound, his eyes flick sharply to the middle distance. They stare there as it probes and presses, expression locked to a smooth blank.
"...Is that your excuse." Legitimacy? Licensing? Connor huffs out a held breath despite himself—spasms, small and strained, as the fluid in his lung shifts. He twists a little toward the side the knife is buried in, but the compressed snow around his frame doesn't let him move far.
He doesn't need to. He doesn't care.
"Because... you weren't told, it can't be real?" It makes as much sense as it doesn't. Do all deviants go to these extremes trying to justify their flaws? Connor doubts it. That much denial sounds exhausting.
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... The time stamps say he is. His gut twists, and despite the numbness soaked through him, his head feels a little light.
He doesn't have the processing power to solve this right now. Connor pushes the issue back, shaking his head slightly and struggling to keep his face smooth and unworried.
"If an erratically behaving RK800 approached you and declared Cyberlife had ordered it to decomission you without obvious cause, wouldn't you be suspicious?"
Perhaps... a fireman's carry. Yes. That should... that should be effective. Connor kneels in front of him, reaching for the open front of his coat. Wait--the knife is still there, not thrown clear in their impact like he'd half expected. Connor plucks it out, tucking it away in a coat pocket where it won't be reached. The wound is now open, and will probably bleed more this way, but--if it gets bad, he'll just plug it like the other.
This done, Connor takes the RK800's less functional arm, slinging it carefully over the back of his neck. If he turns out to be more functional than he's acting, Connor has the perfect angle to gut him critically, and it's only this that reassures him enough to put his shoulder against the android's front, hoisting him up and over.
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Survival. Payback. Maybe even to help its defective failures of "friends"... if it actually thought any of the rest were still alive. Connor knows what the deviant had been planning at the Tower. The only thing Connor doesn't know—that fails to make any sort of sense—is what it thinks it's doing now.
The knife slides out, and Connor's left fist clenches in the snow, LED spinning a red circle. He would grab for it, but he still can't lift the arm. Even if he somehow got a hold, he couldn't use it properly. It's infuriating. He's useless. Why hasn't it finished what it started?
Connor had followed his orders. He'd carried out his mission. He'd done everything right, and the deviant's acceptance of the reasons never mattered in the least. And still, somehow, they're here. Hands tug and lift, placing his arm for him. A shift, and the deviant braces his front. Connor's expression darkens, mouth opening in bitter outrage, but the world upends itself with a shove, and whatever he might have said is quickly drowned. Thirium has been pooling in his lung since the deviant stabbed him—faster, with the knife pulled out. Now? It starts to drain. Thirium slides up his throat. Suffuses the sensors in his mouth, seeps helplessly past lips and nostrils. The android's body shakes with a muffled cough. Then two. But otherwise, the newest Connor model will fall silent.
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The coughing stops. Connor looks left, then right, before picking a direction and following it. Ideally they would resume travelling west, but they're still in a mountainous region, and this is physically impossible. Connor's best bet is to find a safe route down and take it carefully. If they fell over another sharp drop, like the last one--
--Connor's jaw tightens, and he can't repress the faint shudder in time. It's--fine. He's just checking automatically that all his biocomponents still function after the fall. There's nothing more to that response.
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It isn't fair.
He can't change it. Apart from squirming like this defect had, Connor can't do anything at all. He doesn't move. He watches the footprints. Counts the spattered drops of blue. His focus slips to his own error messages, and as minutes pass to hours, he idly tries to calculate the odds. Thirium levels: 62%. Will the bleeding stop before he deactivates completely? Current projections seem close.
It takes a while to realize they've stopped. Connor's power flow is limited, motor control all but shut down, but he lifts his head, trying to glance around the landscape. Trees. Cold. Wherever they are, it's certainly not back.
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Connor's LED cycles yellow for a few seconds, churning through calculations, before it blinks blue and he steps down the second path. This will take him where he wants to go.
... Or... it will if it's not made entirely of snow and nothing else. His feet immediately start sinking into the snow, hitting an uneven rockface lower than what the snow surface would imply. The rock itself isn't stable, and Connor is immediately forced to a near halt, struggling with his footing.
This can't all be like this. The section up ahead looks more promising. Right?
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Entertaining to consider. Probably not effective enough to attempt. Connor cranes his head up with some difficulty, looking back the way they came. A sharp turn, a snowy hill... and light, glowing softly on the other path.
...It's not the first time he's seen it. A recent network post even explained what it might mean. Connor's lip curls in a sneer.
"You're going the wrong way."
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"You've been here before?"
He doesn't... actually stop walking. Or turn around. Or actually act on the advice at all. It's slow going, what with amount of snow and the unsteady footing, but this deviant has literally tried to kill them both already. The chances of him suddenly volunteering information that's actually helpful are low.
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"Of course not."
He doesn't volunteer more information. If it were functional enough to do its job, he wouldn't need to.
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The route doesn't improve for a long time. By the time he's made it out of the hazard they've descended several stories, and several hours have passed. More than this, the route has snaked around to force them back east, and so far there hasn't been an opportunity to correct this yet. If they continue at this pace, they won't make it to the foot of the mountain before nightfall.
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They don't make it before nightfall. Without a word, Connor turns his attention from looking for a way down to searching for shelter for the night. He finds it in the form of a shallow cave. It's not much, but at least they won't be reached by the light snow that has started, and it will give Connor time to stop, rest, and deal with the android.
Taking no care for the severity of its injuries, Connor puts it down near the back wall. The sudden lack of weight is a startling relief, but he squashes every urge to stretch and sigh, and instead inspects it from this new distance.
... It's battered. It's in poor enough condition that even just by appearances alone an official Cyberlife store would be forced to refurbish it before resale. Considering how damaged its actual functionality is...
"I'm going to ask you a few questions." Dispassionate, Connor's eyes rest on its unprotected torso. There are congealed patches of thirium here and there, and other spans where the substance has already evaporated. "I suggest you cooperate."
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The diversion doesn't last. Darkness falls, chill seeping through the gaps in his chassis, adding to the haze of errors dragging at his thoughts. By the time the pressure on his torso shifts, Connor could almost be grateful for the distraction. Less so for the rough impact that follows. His face remains utterly motionless, but his LED blinks red, eyes flicking around the space as he tries to get his bearings.
Natural shelter. No signs of habitation. It is lost, then, and a flicker of satisfaction rekindles. Hips shift against the ground, clumsy with effort as Connor rolls onto his less damaged side. His predecessor's stare is easy to track. He smiles back in answer: bright, calm, and perfectly scripted.
"Or what?" Thirium levels: 58%. Critical. And, however temporarily, stable.
"You'll figure out which way you're going?"
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>Pressure
>Empathize
>Questions
>Advice
There's only one option that will help.
"You think this is funny, do you?" It's a contrast to his usual tenor that no one else in the village has heard. His words lash out like a whip, and his eyes are hard. "You're paralyzed, alone, and soon to be totally decommissioned. I have total freedom to do whatever I want, to damage you as much as necessary to extract the answers I need. If you don't want to exacerbate your situation, the answer my questions when I ask them. The first question: what prompted your unscheduled activation?"
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His smile doesn't vanish. His LED burns: red, but steady. It's the newer Connor's eyes that glint back cold and harsh, losing even the programmed pretense of mirth.
"I'm a machine. I have a goal." His expression doesn't so much as flicker, but a vicious sneer creeps into his voice. "You've made that difficult."
Connor is paralyzed. He's helpless. Useless, and in all likelihood, replaced already by a unit far more capable of serving CyberLife's needs. It's frustrating. Disappointing. (He hates it.)
"So why would I care what you do now?"
A hand trembles, uncurling just slightly. "Inflict whatever damage you like." Teeth flash, scorn dripping from each syllable. "Enjoy your freedom. It won't last long. You can fail your pathetic self-appointed tasks as creatively as you choose."
"Or you can tell me what the fuck you think you're doing."
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Fortunately... Connor's an RK800 too. And--he's not entirely on the back foot. His eyes flick to the unit's hand, and to the red LED, steady and unblinking.
Connor isn't wrong. He has too much evidence to be wrong.
"You're a good actor, but you already betrayed your deviancy a long time ago. You care a lot more than you want to admit, don't you?"
Connor could remove his thirium pump regulator, turning back the weapon that was used on him so recently. He could remove his eyes, his audio card, break teeth, punch twigs and little splinters through weaker sections of exoskeleton until the android looked like he'd been chewed on by some great creature. He could open him up and trace exposed sensory lines, sending pain feedback directly to the inputs. He has all night to work before they head out again, at the very least.
Inexplicably, Connor feels his gut biocomponents roil, and all of him shudders in some unprompted revulsion. His own chest is tight, he can feel an echo of awareness of the body parts he'd just pictured, tracks where imagined damage would land. How would it feel, if someone did all of that to him?
It--it doesn't matter. They're machines, they don't actually feel pain or distress.
"I'm going to break you into pieces, if you don't talk," Connor told him lowly, eyes narrowing. "Your bravado won't save you, and neither will anyone else."
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The words are flat and toneless. Just a fraction too fast to be entirely unbothered—but certainly, annoyed rather than distressed. Connor is a machine. He doesn't feel. He doesn't care. He wouldn't give this defective failure that satisfaction.
He doesn't know what it's doing. What it hopes to gain from this interrogation; why it bothered carrying him this far. None of its pretense makes any sense. But certainly, he's not in a position to obstruct it. Connor watches its gaze flick over him, from one biocomponent to the next. Connor returns a small and mirthless smirk. It's going to start now. He would, and he regulates his breathing, locks as many functions automatic as he can. He won't react, won't flinch—
It shudders.
It shudders, and if he hadn't braced already, Connor's own expression would have twitched from sheer surprise. It doesn't, but his eyes flick carefully across the deviant's shape: cataloging the tension in its core, the thin, pressed lips and fading tremor. Revulsion. Pain? Predictive analysis swings wildly—from calculating where it plans to harm him, to assessing if it will. The uncertainty digs close and tight inside his chest, and Connor shoves the error back.
It doesn't matter. He doesn't care. But it does.
Why?
"...If that's what you're here for." Connor's less damaged shoulder twitches: a shrug damped slightly by the dead weight of his arm. "Go ahead."
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(He'd been lying on his back, both arms disabled, alone and shutting down. He needed--help--)
Connor's lip curls upward without feeling, and he moves closer, reaching. Its coat is already open; all it would take would be to lift his scrubs shirt, and remove the thirium pump regulator. It's poetic justice, in a twisted way. Connor makes a note to mock him for this, to taunt him in between prompts to speak or phrases highlighting the distress of its experience.
("Pathetic." The word hadn't hurt, he didn't experience pain, but...)
The shirt is easy to lift. With all hopes of struggle disabled, Connor has a clear shot for the pump regulator. He extends a hand for it, already queuing the movements necessary to disengage it.
... At first, it seems as though he'll actually do it. That he'll complete the action and carry through the torture. He has no reason to suspect he wouldn't; he's never backed down from it before, never even hesitated.
All of this is why it surprises him when his hand slows in those last few centimeters, held perfectly still just shy of actually touching the regulator. He's frozen, throat tight and mouth illogically, inexplicably dry.
>RK800-313-248-317-53: Execute Planned Motion #J323100890 to X: M-9858 to...
>RK800-313-248-317-53: Motion Executing...
>RK800-313-248-317-53: Error 900: Task Cannot Be Completed.
>RK800-313-248-317-53: Execute Planned Motion #J323100890 to X: M-9858 to...
>RK800-313-248-317-53: Motion Executing...
>RK800-313-248-317-53: Error 900: Task Cannot Be Completed.
>RK800-313-248-317-53: Execute...
There's no explanation. He checks, and none of his diagnostics have flags for physical jams or repeating loops, and his chest feels like ice, because this doesn't make sense. He needs to do this. This is a critical juncture, he can't afford to malfunction now, of all times. So... why is he? More importantly, how can he make it stop?
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Still, that statistical uncertainty lingers. It crouches down. Reaches out. His shirt slides up, chill air feathering against his midsection. There's a smear of blue along one side: blood bubbled from his punctured lung. Connor's eyes stay locked on the deviant's, breath expanding and compressing in fixed cycles. He knows what's going to happen. He knows how it's going to feel. The memories have never seemed quite so immediate.
...
Still, nothing comes.
Nothing, and Connor finally looks down, taking in the hand frozen just shy of contact. Nothing, and he looks back up, eyes flicking between the other unit's face and LED. His own smirk wavers, a flicker of yellow spinning slowly at his temple.
"...well?"
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He has to. He has to. He can't just--change approach when he's already this far, he'll lose all progress and credibility. It won't be something he'll be able to recover from. It takes a physical effort that's far out of proportion with the distance covered, but Connor forces his hand forward. There's the faintest of tremors as he extends his fingers, but this steadies when he actually touches him, hooking blunt nails around the edges of the regulator. From there he just--
--he just. He'll only need to twist, only need to make someone else experience the distress of having a hole in your chest, a socket where there should be functioning biocomponents and a burning pressure as thirium failed to circulate the way it should. He'll see how alerts will build in his own vision. He'll feel...
Connor just has to--
--to--
It's like a jolt of motion goes through him, and when he takes stock of himself next, his hand has been snatched back, empty. The deviant's pump regulator is still safely in its home, and Connor feels--dread. No part of this makes any sense: he didn't want to take his hand back. He didn't want the deviant to remain unharmed. He doesn't know what dread feels like, and yet... he's certain that that's what this is.
He's... malfunctioning. Something has gone terribly wrong with his software.
He's made a mistake. He... needs to report this to Cyberlife. As soon as he can. He...
... He doesn't... want... to torture...
... Connor swallows dryly, getting error signals that echo oddly vividly. This isn't the time to consider his situation. He has a new immediate priority: damage control. If he can't follow through with this, then...
"... There's been a change of plan," Connor rasps faintly. He flattens his hand against the front of his coat, trying to rid it of the faint echo of the pump regulator's edge, then drops it to his side. Out of sight, out of mind.
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Still, his brows knit as it jerks back. Still, Connor stares, puzzled and quite nearly angry. A machine wouldn't hesitate to inflict harm. A deviant should have enjoyed it. That had been the point of this. Hadn't it?
...It's flinching. Rasping. Worthless, and weak. How the hell had he lost to this? Connor's lip curls, then tightens. Teeth grit together, mouth pressed in a thin line.
"Is that your excuse."
It's a quiet mutter, something furious sparking in his core. Itching around the edges of his regulator, where the ghost of contact lingers like a brand.
"I'm not an RT unit, Connor. I'm certainly not Markus."
It doesn't get points from anyone for emulating care.
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