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sixthiterationlogs2016-09-03 05:20 pm
treadswater) wrote in sixthiterationlogs2016-09-03 05:20 pm
let the games begin
WHO: Annie Cresta
WHERE: Fountain (other locations added as needed)
WHEN: Afternoon, 2nd September - All threads take place before Finnick's
OPEN TO: Everyone!
WARNINGS: Anxiety, panic attack
STATUS: Open
Annie doesn't stop to think until she's burst through the surface.
She's been tossed into water before - yes, even fast asleep - and she's from District Four, water is as natural to her as the land. She doesn't waste time on what, where, how, she just swims up. Gasps. Ducks underneath the surface again.
Now she thinks.
She's in a... Pool? No, a fountain, if she swims down and looks up, she can see the central pillar. But how? She knows all the fountains in City One. And that's where she'd been, she'd been in City One, District Four, but she'd been wearing a skirt, a waistcoat, light shoes. Now, Annie twists around in the water and she can see white. White trousers, white shirt. Brown boots. Black straps of a backpack.
It looks like a uniform. A tribute's uniform.
Annie doesn't leave the fountain. Not yet. She takes what breathes she needs, and then swims back down. She's safe in water. She knows how to swim, and this pool is, what, thirty feet across. She can swim and she needs to think.
But thinking doesn't help. Is this the Quarter Quell? Is it? Uniform, a strange entry, but she doesn't remember anything and when she looked out, briefly, it's just a park. There's no Cornucopia. No bloodbath. No screams no weapons no fighting, it's peaceful. But is that part of it? Not Snow's style, she doesn't think, and not Heavensbee. It makes no sense to change everything up, not when the bloodbath is so fucking useful.
But what else is it?
It's then that Annie notices her joints locking up, her chest feeling compressed. P a n i c setting in because no, no, no, no, oh no, she can't do this again, she can't she can't she can't. She can't be in an arena she can't be in the Games she just can't.
Her breath starting to choke her, Annie comes up to the surface again, but she doesn't get out. She doesn't trust herself to run. Instead, she backs up, all the way up against the stone spout in the centre of the fountain. There, she clings to it, and stares out, and tries not to scream.
WHERE: Fountain (other locations added as needed)
WHEN: Afternoon, 2nd September - All threads take place before Finnick's
OPEN TO: Everyone!
WARNINGS: Anxiety, panic attack
STATUS: Open
Annie doesn't stop to think until she's burst through the surface.
She's been tossed into water before - yes, even fast asleep - and she's from District Four, water is as natural to her as the land. She doesn't waste time on what, where, how, she just swims up. Gasps. Ducks underneath the surface again.
Now she thinks.
She's in a... Pool? No, a fountain, if she swims down and looks up, she can see the central pillar. But how? She knows all the fountains in City One. And that's where she'd been, she'd been in City One, District Four, but she'd been wearing a skirt, a waistcoat, light shoes. Now, Annie twists around in the water and she can see white. White trousers, white shirt. Brown boots. Black straps of a backpack.
It looks like a uniform. A tribute's uniform.
Annie doesn't leave the fountain. Not yet. She takes what breathes she needs, and then swims back down. She's safe in water. She knows how to swim, and this pool is, what, thirty feet across. She can swim and she needs to think.
But thinking doesn't help. Is this the Quarter Quell? Is it? Uniform, a strange entry, but she doesn't remember anything and when she looked out, briefly, it's just a park. There's no Cornucopia. No bloodbath. No screams no weapons no fighting, it's peaceful. But is that part of it? Not Snow's style, she doesn't think, and not Heavensbee. It makes no sense to change everything up, not when the bloodbath is so fucking useful.
But what else is it?
It's then that Annie notices her joints locking up, her chest feeling compressed. P a n i c setting in because no, no, no, no, oh no, she can't do this again, she can't she can't she can't. She can't be in an arena she can't be in the Games she just can't.
Her breath starting to choke her, Annie comes up to the surface again, but she doesn't get out. She doesn't trust herself to run. Instead, she backs up, all the way up against the stone spout in the centre of the fountain. There, she clings to it, and stares out, and tries not to scream.
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He doesn't kiss her head.
Even as she cries and tries not to scream, she recognizes that. That he doesn't kiss her head.
For a moment, she's confused. Then-
Yes.
It's an arena.
An arena.
Cameras and public and he can't be in love with her, they aren't lovers, they aren't promised to each other as much as any married couple here.
"You're my best friend," Annie whispers, between the tears. To show she understands. To clarify to the viewers. To say whatever she can to the love of her life, through the accepted words.
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Don't let them think too much about what they saw in her Games. Don't let them think that they'd all dismissed her, written her off as dead because they'd seen her break. He'd persuaded her sponsors to believe in her, to put money behind that belief, and he's going to do it again, even if he doesn't understand what's happening, how they're here, why they're here when the last thing he remembers is weeks from the Quell.
He can chance tightening his arm around her, his fingers pressing into her side, wishing he could do more. He can never stand to see her cry, but worst of all is her panic, when she can't think straight, when sometimes even he can't reach through to her. He hopes he can now, because there are so many things he can't do. He can't kiss her, he can't tell her that he loves her, he can't do anything that might show he's her lover.
He's hoping she'll remember that through her fear, and when she whispers that he's her best friend, it's a reassurance. She will. And she'll understand. Understand, and know that there's so much more he's wishing he could tell her.
"We're going to do this together."
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But he's using that voice on her. The one where he lines up all his charisma and conviction and blasts it at someone, and even though she's known him since they were tiny dock brats, it still works on her. Particularly when she's like this, grasping for a lifeline, any lifeline.
She still wants to scream, though. Scream and let go, or at least sit down and sob.
But she's a Career. She's survived. She's got enough training to cling to what he's giving her, at least for now.
"All right. We'd better. We'd better going, then. Kinda lingered here for a bit."
Near the fountain. Near the other people.
And she just wants to get away.
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And it's with her protection in mind that when she starts to speak again, he nods, turning his head to look back past them towards the path and the village.
"Okay." He gestures off to one side of the path.
"I explored out past one of the other paths earlier. There's a river that runs past the village. If we head north, we can probably find somewhere upstream to set up camp for the night."
He pulls back enough to give Annie some space, some sense of independence.
"What do you think?"
The rest of their situation, they can sort out on the way. It's getting late for them to still be here if they want to make much progress into the woods.
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She doesn't want him to die.
She doesn't. She couldn't stand it. But there's only one victo-
(Except for the 74th Hunger Games, and that's an idea, she'll need to think, she'll need to, she knows the games, not many people know the games like she does, she'll get this. She will.)
"It's a sound idea. We should go."
He knows her, he knows not to take offence the times she's short, when she's just trying to hang on and politeness is hard.
And it's a good idea. Upstream, but not too close to the river or any water source.
It's a good thing they are both active people, built for endurance, really.
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And so Finnick leads, staring up at the sun for a few moments to get a sense of the direction, and starts off through the edges of the woods, never too far from the village on his right, but far enough away to be out of the danger of so many people.
"What did you get in your backpack?" he asks, softly, once they're far enough from the path they'd left to be safe talking. "Any supplies?"
The questions are both practical and pointed: the longer she stays focused on strategy, the better, as far as he can guess. Not that he's ever seen Annie in an arena situation since the dam broke and all Panem said she went crazy. But he's working on what he knows, and he knows Annie, in all her glass-delicate steel-strong beauty.
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Oh.
Right.
They can maybe talk, now.
"I didn't look. Just ran."
He's leading, so he can't look at her, but she lifts her head anyway.
"It feels heavy, something's there. What did you get?"
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He holds it tight in his hand, ready to fight, and that's the most apparent sign of his fear. The way his body tenses is less visible, though Annie might see it in the way he holds himself if she weren't trying so hard to hold herself together.
He glances back over his shoulder at her for a moment, flashes a brief smile.
"It's okay." He pauses as he shifts his attention back to their way through the scrub ahead of them. "Not much. Spare clothes."
It's a stupid sort of thing to give someone, just like he'd thought when he'd seen the skirt and blouse Kate Kelly had been wearing. "I got a container for water and some knives from the village, though."
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"What... kind of clothes?"
Her lover - but, no, she can't think of him like that, it's all Friend and Ally - at least is making sense. He's the only thing or person that is. Water container. Knives.
Knives make her feel sick, but they'll need something. They will.
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The other stuff, though, that was just strange.
"Overalls, underwear and socks, a hat. Winter coat, thick socks and long underwear, so I guess we're in for some cold nights."
There's a hint of a question in his voice, and he shrugs before chancing another look at her. Good. She looks more thoughtful than panicky, and that's what they need right now. He could use her perspective on this, because nothing is making sense to him.
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One step, another step. Left foot and right. Left foot and right, or did she have it the other way before?
"Enough clothing for snow?" she asks then, thinking of the games in the tundra. Thinking of arenas and their weather surprises.
This forest would look so pretty, dusted with snow. That is relevant, when thinking about the Gamemakers.
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It's a good question. Finnick's never the one who gets to see the clothes the tributes are put in before their grand unveiling in the arena. He's not the one who has to make these guesses with nothing else to rely on. That's the stylists. By the time he's seen the tributes' uniforms, something of the arena is obvious.
"Unless they plan on trying to freeze us out."
He continues on without speaking for a few steps, until he has to stop because his path is blocked by some sort of heavy brush.
"What do you think?" he asks. "Even with long underwear I don't think a coat's enough to make these clothes work in snow."
He doesn't sound certain, though.
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"It's an idea, anyway," is what Annie actually says. "There are the houses. And other tributes. Drive us together, fight over shelter and resources.
Snow doesn't have to last long, either. But.
He said that they were living there. The others. The man I met at the fountain."
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"They wouldn't give it to us for no reason."
It's what they'll tell themselves, for now. The tributes' uniforms are usually adapted to the environment of the arena, and with such a plain, uninformative uniform, they need to take whatever hints they have.
"Expect us to be doing a lot of walking, too."
That is, though, just talking for the sake of talking, really: surely Annie's already drawn the same conclusion about their boots. What she says next, though, is the interesting thing.
Finnick frowns in thought as he starts to edge around the tangled undergrowth that had blocked the approximate path he'd been taking.
"Explains why there were so many people around in the village."
The path continues, and Finnick glances up to check the direction against the sun before he sets off along it again, gesturing for Annie to follow him.
"They don't seem very worried about leaving themselves open to attack."