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Annie Cresta | Victor of the 70th Hunger Games ([personal profile] treadswater) wrote in [community profile] sixthiterationlogs2016-09-03 05:20 pm

let the games begin

WHO: Annie Cresta
WHERE: Fountain (other locations added as needed)
WHEN: Afternoon, 2nd September - All threads take place before Finnick's
OPEN TO: Everyone!
WARNINGS: Anxiety, panic attack
STATUS: Open



Annie doesn't stop to think until she's burst through the surface.

She's been tossed into water before - yes, even fast asleep - and she's from District Four, water is as natural to her as the land. She doesn't waste time on what, where, how, she just swims up. Gasps. Ducks underneath the surface again.

Now she thinks.

She's in a... Pool? No, a fountain, if she swims down and looks up, she can see the central pillar. But how? She knows all the fountains in City One. And that's where she'd been, she'd been in City One, District Four, but she'd been wearing a skirt, a waistcoat, light shoes. Now, Annie twists around in the water and she can see white. White trousers, white shirt. Brown boots. Black straps of a backpack.

It looks like a uniform. A tribute's uniform.

Annie doesn't leave the fountain. Not yet. She takes what breathes she needs, and then swims back down. She's safe in water. She knows how to swim, and this pool is, what, thirty feet across. She can swim and she needs to think.

But thinking doesn't help. Is this the Quarter Quell? Is it? Uniform, a strange entry, but she doesn't remember anything and when she looked out, briefly, it's just a park. There's no Cornucopia. No bloodbath. No screams no weapons no fighting, it's peaceful. But is that part of it? Not Snow's style, she doesn't think, and not Heavensbee. It makes no sense to change everything up, not when the bloodbath is so fucking useful.

But what else is it?

It's then that Annie notices her joints locking up, her chest feeling compressed. P a n i c setting in because no, no, no, no, oh no, she can't do this again, she can't she can't she can't. She can't be in an arena she can't be in the Games she just can't.

Her breath starting to choke her, Annie comes up to the surface again, but she doesn't get out. She doesn't trust herself to run. Instead, she backs up, all the way up against the stone spout in the centre of the fountain. There, she clings to it, and stares out, and tries not to scream.
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AFTER EVERYONE ELSE

[personal profile] fishermansweater 2016-09-04 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
Finnick knows the value of intelligence. There is no one single way to survive in the arena, but knowing what is happening is very rarely a waste of effort. Not that he's going back into town: no, he has a couple of knives stashed in his backpack, taken from the kitchen of one of the abandoned and run-down houses and now he's watching the edges of the town along one of the paths. There are people here, certainly, but he's seen no evidence of how many of them there are, so he's watching to see if any of them come out to the forest.

Finnick's vantage point is up a sturdy tree, with a good view of the houses in the distance and the approach to the wild. Soon, he'll have to keep walking, move out into the woods to find a spot to stay for the night, but there's still plenty of daylight left.

He wants to make sure he's not setting up on a thoroughfare first.

He's not looking for anyone he knows; so far, there have been no other victors he's seen here in this strange arena, despite Snow's announcement. But when he sees the figure running along the path, headed straight for the woods, his heart seems to stop. His breath does stop. No. No no no no no.

This had been what he'd been terrified of when Snow made his announcement. What he'd cried to Mags about. What he'd wanted, above all else, to avoid. He doesn't know the bright white clothing, but he knows the head of flaming red hair. He knows the compact stance, the direct way of moving. He knows her.

"Annie!"

Finnick slips down the trunk, moves out onto a branch, and holds himself out until he can drop, jumping down from the tree.

"Annie, stop!"
fishermansweater: (Annie - You and me against the world)

[personal profile] fishermansweater 2016-09-04 11:35 am (UTC)(link)
This is a nightmare. Everything that had gone snap in his mind when he'd heard Snow's words, that had made him slip out of the moment of reality as surely as Annie sometimes does, a fixed shocked stare into the distance while Annie had broken into hysterics. It hadn't been himself he'd been scared for. It had been Annie. Annie who can't fight, who'd survived through a combination of skill and incredible luck at what had happened to her arena.

He'd known, as soon as he'd thought about the implications, that he'd wind up in the Quarter Quell arena, either reaped or volunteered, because someone would have to protect Katniss. But there's no sign of Katniss, no other victor, and he'd hoped, he'd hoped, that meant none of his friends were here with him.

This is so much worse. He could have handled anything but Annie.

It only takes a moment for the reflection of his own thoughts to cloud over Annie's face as she stares at him. He can see it, see that terrible fear that he knows so well even before she gives it voice.

"Shh, shh, shh." He hurries through the undergrowth to where she's standing, and he's shaking his head, too, trying to tell her not to worry, not to be afraid, but of course he can't say anything to her, can't kiss her hair and tell her it will all be all right, because he can't be her lover here. They're being watched: whatever else is different from their expectations, that's never going to be changed.

That's what the Games are about.

So he can't kiss her. He can, though, wrap an arm around her like he'd done so many times in public on her victory tour. He can be her friend, her protector.

That's what they'll all expect, out there.
fishermansweater: (Annie - Reunited families)

[personal profile] fishermansweater 2016-09-06 10:24 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes," he tells her. "Yes you can. You did it before, I knew you could then and I know you can now."

Don't let them think too much about what they saw in her Games. Don't let them think that they'd all dismissed her, written her off as dead because they'd seen her break. He'd persuaded her sponsors to believe in her, to put money behind that belief, and he's going to do it again, even if he doesn't understand what's happening, how they're here, why they're here when the last thing he remembers is weeks from the Quell.

He can chance tightening his arm around her, his fingers pressing into her side, wishing he could do more. He can never stand to see her cry, but worst of all is her panic, when she can't think straight, when sometimes even he can't reach through to her. He hopes he can now, because there are so many things he can't do. He can't kiss her, he can't tell her that he loves her, he can't do anything that might show he's her lover.

He's hoping she'll remember that through her fear, and when she whispers that he's her best friend, it's a reassurance. She will. And she'll understand. Understand, and know that there's so much more he's wishing he could tell her.

"We're going to do this together."
fishermansweater: (Secrets worth my time?)

[personal profile] fishermansweater 2016-09-07 10:15 am (UTC)(link)
It doesn't always work, trying to reassure her out of her fears. It depends how badly she's panicking, how much attention she can pay to him, how much of what he's saying she can actually let herself believe. But she's got him with her this time, not just watching and desperately trying to get her money for gifts. This time, they can strategize together, they can talk through all this strangeness, they can stand with each other and he can physically protect her. He's here, he's here, and an ally seems a hopelessly insufficient word for what he'd do to support and protect her, but it's the only word the Games allows for it.

And it's with her protection in mind that when she starts to speak again, he nods, turning his head to look back past them towards the path and the village.

"Okay." He gestures off to one side of the path.

"I explored out past one of the other paths earlier. There's a river that runs past the village. If we head north, we can probably find somewhere upstream to set up camp for the night."

He pulls back enough to give Annie some space, some sense of independence.

"What do you think?"

The rest of their situation, they can sort out on the way. It's getting late for them to still be here if they want to make much progress into the woods.
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[personal profile] fishermansweater 2016-09-07 12:13 pm (UTC)(link)
It's working, at least a little, his attempt to speak to the cool practicality that's never too far behind the surface of Annie's storms of emotion. It's working enough to team up, like they'd been trained to do, even if they were never going to be in the Games together because it's the oldest Careers who go and he's older than her by nearly a year. It's the same training, the same analytics, that slip them into the same mode of thinking.

And so Finnick leads, staring up at the sun for a few moments to get a sense of the direction, and starts off through the edges of the woods, never too far from the village on his right, but far enough away to be out of the danger of so many people.

"What did you get in your backpack?" he asks, softly, once they're far enough from the path they'd left to be safe talking. "Any supplies?"

The questions are both practical and pointed: the longer she stays focused on strategy, the better, as far as he can guess. Not that he's ever seen Annie in an arena situation since the dam broke and all Panem said she went crazy. But he's working on what he knows, and he knows Annie, in all her glass-delicate steel-strong beauty.
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[personal profile] fishermansweater 2016-09-10 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
The stress shows less obviously in Finnick. He takes the lead as they skirt around the edge of the village, moving deep enough into the woods to be safe before he checks the sun and then swings around to the north-east. But as they progress, he reaches around to his backpack and retrieves a knife, one of the spoils of his raid on the village.

He holds it tight in his hand, ready to fight, and that's the most apparent sign of his fear. The way his body tenses is less visible, though Annie might see it in the way he holds himself if she weren't trying so hard to hold herself together.

He glances back over his shoulder at her for a moment, flashes a brief smile.

"It's okay." He pauses as he shifts his attention back to their way through the scrub ahead of them. "Not much. Spare clothes."

It's a stupid sort of thing to give someone, just like he'd thought when he'd seen the skirt and blouse Kate Kelly had been wearing. "I got a container for water and some knives from the village, though."
fishermansweater: (Who dressed me in this?)

[personal profile] fishermansweater 2016-09-12 11:58 am (UTC)(link)
He doesn't understand the clothes, not most of them. The coat, the warm underwear, yes, and that's a hint that the weather here is going to get nastier, perhaps with freezing cold nights. (The only warning tributes get about what their arena will be like comes from the clothes they're given, and the combination of heavy boots and a coat isn't promising.)

The other stuff, though, that was just strange.

"Overalls, underwear and socks, a hat. Winter coat, thick socks and long underwear, so I guess we're in for some cold nights."

There's a hint of a question in his voice, and he shrugs before chancing another look at her. Good. She looks more thoughtful than panicky, and that's what they need right now. He could use her perspective on this, because nothing is making sense to him.
fishermansweater: (That was called saving his life)

[personal profile] fishermansweater 2016-09-14 12:03 pm (UTC)(link)
"With these clothes?" he asks, his voice a little dubious. "I don't think so."

It's a good question. Finnick's never the one who gets to see the clothes the tributes are put in before their grand unveiling in the arena. He's not the one who has to make these guesses with nothing else to rely on. That's the stylists. By the time he's seen the tributes' uniforms, something of the arena is obvious.

"Unless they plan on trying to freeze us out."

He continues on without speaking for a few steps, until he has to stop because his path is blocked by some sort of heavy brush.

"What do you think?" he asks. "Even with long underwear I don't think a coat's enough to make these clothes work in snow."

He doesn't sound certain, though.
fishermansweater: (Who dressed me in this?)

[personal profile] fishermansweater 2016-09-27 12:35 pm (UTC)(link)
No, it doesn't take long for a sharp change in the weather to do what the Gamemakers want it to. Freeze or drown or dehydrate the weakest of the tributes, drive the others to whatever resources is most needed: shelter, dry land, water supplies. It's one of the simplest pieces of analysis taught to the Careers: learn when you're being manipulated.

"They wouldn't give it to us for no reason."

It's what they'll tell themselves, for now. The tributes' uniforms are usually adapted to the environment of the arena, and with such a plain, uninformative uniform, they need to take whatever hints they have.

"Expect us to be doing a lot of walking, too."

That is, though, just talking for the sake of talking, really: surely Annie's already drawn the same conclusion about their boots. What she says next, though, is the interesting thing.

Finnick frowns in thought as he starts to edge around the tangled undergrowth that had blocked the approximate path he'd been taking.

"Explains why there were so many people around in the village."

The path continues, and Finnick glances up to check the direction against the sun before he sets off along it again, gesturing for Annie to follow him.

"They don't seem very worried about leaving themselves open to attack."
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[personal profile] notabirdcostume 2016-09-05 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
Sam doesn't tend to go by the fountain as much any more. There are too many things going on around the village for him to take time greeting everyone that comes through. He knows it may sound callous, but at the same time he's spending time elsewhere to help everyone that shows up. The village isn't that big, so any new comers he is bound to meet with eventually anyway.

Today is an exception then, it seems, as Sam takes a walk past the fountain to get to where he's going and decides to check for any newcomers hanging around. Normally if anyone is here for the first time they are soaking wet and milling around the fountain trying to figure out what's going on. It's because of that reason that at first Sam doesn't realize the fountain actually HAS seen activity today. He doesn't notice the woman in the fountain until he hears the barest sound of splashing water and turns to see someone floating in the center and looking like she's on the brink of a panic attack.

Sam stops walking. He knows a panic attack -- he'd seen them often enough working at the VA. He can only imagine what might have triggered this -- arriving here can be bad enough. Sam wonders if that's why the woman hasn't left the fountain, though he's now worried that a panic attack could cause her to drown.

"Hey," he says in an even and soft tone. It's loud enough to be heard, but soft enough to show that he isn't trying to startle her or make her panic attack worse. He takes a step towards the fountain, not sure how his approach will be taken -- but he makes sure to keep his hands out and his movements slow. "Hey it's gonna be okay. Do you need help?"
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[personal profile] notabirdcostume 2016-09-07 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
Sam is shocked when she actually drops down into the water. He's worried because that's usually a sign that someone is drowning. She'd looked like she was floating pretty well before, which is the thing that really confuses him.

The longer she's under, the more worried Sam gets. He starts to creep closer to the fountain, already slipping his boots off as he moves towards it. Is she drowning? Can she swim? Just as he's getting ready to jump in for her, he sees her break the surface of the water.

Sam steps back as soon as she's up, not quite sure why she dove back under the water just now. Did she want her space? Clearly she can swim if she's bobbing in and out of the water.

"Sam Wilson," the first question is easy enough to answer, but he hesitates on the second one. The only district he knows is the District of Columbia, and he's pretty sure she doesn't mean D.C. His brow furrows and he decides to be honest, "I don't know what you mean by District though. Sorry."
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[personal profile] notabirdcostume 2016-09-08 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
The question throws him off. How do you explain what you don't know? He can tell that what he's said has troubled her somehow. It's probably similar to the way he'd felt when he'd first arrived and people were throwing around terms like "other dimensions" and "magic." That kind of stuff didn't exist after all. And yet...

So how did he explain it to this girl who was still treading water and sounded very lost.

"It's gonna be a lot to explain and most of it is going to probably sound like I'm nuts. But let's start with the part where you are a very long way from home. You've been brought to a place that's a long way from home for all of us and most people are from different places. There are some of us from so far away we haven't even heard of the city or country their from. So, whatever District you're talking about...I'm sorry to say I haven't heard of it. Unless that's a new way of referring to D.C. that I wasn't aware of."
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[personal profile] notabirdcostume 2016-09-12 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
She just kept on with the difficult questions. Questions Sam had no answer for but that had been plaguing him since he arrived. How did you measure a distance like this? Technically, they could be on Earth--they could be in his home dimension--but it didn't seem likely. Not with all the strange people arriving with so many different kinds of stories that didn't fit within his own understanding of the world, let alone history. That wasn't even getting into the fact that some people were supposedly from the future. You couldn't put that kind of distance in normal miles or kilometers or anything reasonable.

He tries to hide his frustration with the lack of answers. It's certainly not this girl's fault. She just got here.

"Wish I knew. That fountain you're in?" he points, "That's how I got here a few months ago. Woke up not knowing what had happened or where I was...let alone how far away it was from home." He pauses, letting that sink in, before continuing, "It was only after talking to some of the others that I realized this was a long way from home, even if I don't know the exact distance."
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[personal profile] notabirdcostume 2016-09-15 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
Sam's brow furrowed, trying to figure out why she was asking about the others. Was she concerned? It seemed a strange jump from the previous topics. Sam didn't worry too much about it though and decided to try to answer the best he could.

"They've set up places to stay in the village that's surrounding the fountain you're currently swimming in. We've tired to make a living since we haven't figured out a way out and don't have a lot to go on except to survive." He raised an eyebrow, "Why do you ask?"
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[personal profile] notabirdcostume 2016-09-18 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, okay. Now that wasn't something he was expecting to hear. He doesn't even know if he can answer the first question since he's just so thrown off by the "why aren't you killing each other" part. Her voice rising in pitch and cracking isn't reassuring either. He'd heard people at the VA talk like that, people who'd seen and done things that the average American citizen couldn't possibly imagine.

This girl had clearly seen some things, this place was reminding her of that, and it wasn't good.

"This situation isn't a game," he says, but even as he says it he thinks about some of the situations that had come about. He could be wrong about it being a game. But they didn't know it was either. Also, it's probably not the best idea to consider ideas from a girl freaking out in a fountain.

He shakes his head and adds, "The point is...we can't survive to get out of here if we kill each other. Why would we even do that?"
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[personal profile] notabirdcostume 2016-09-22 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
Sam is now very confused but also worried. She speaks like she's been in a situation too similar to this one. However, she'd just arrived in the fountain. So how could that be possible? "I don't...I don't think that's what's going on here. We can survive together. Why does there need to be a last one standing?"

He doesn't hesitate at her question though. He makes sure to look straight at her and keep his tone even as he says, "I'm not going to kill you."

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[personal profile] notabirdcostume 2016-09-28 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
Sam never considers going against the request. He's not sure what to make of the look she just gave him -- like HE was the crazy one. But, he only nods, holding up his hands in a show of surrender again and making a point of not moving an inch aside from that, "All right."

He then waits patiently, relieved that she is finally climbing out of the fountain. Now, while he doesn't move he does watch her closely. He's not a complete idiot and just because he's agreed not to hurt or kill her doesn't mean she won't turn on him when she gets out of the fountain. He realizes it seems unlikely, but this place had thrown him for enough loops. Her talk of people murdering each other in a similar setting has him a little nervous now, but he does his best to appear as laid back as usual. He feels in his gut that it's unlikely she'll try anything. She seems too out of it, but he also isn't going to let himself be caught unawares either.

Sam goes for light-hearted, it's what he's good at, "So you do have legs. I was starting to wonder if you were part fish with the way you were hanging out in the fountain."