sixthiterationlogs | Nida, With A Shiny White Band

WHO: Nida
WHERE: (Where the post takes place)
WHEN: February 5th - 15th, Closed Mingle on February 9th
OPEN TO: OTA, one Closed Post for now
WARNINGS: Possible Mentions of Self-Harm

OTA - Dojo - Taking Over

He was asleep when it happened. Somewhere in the night of the fourth the change happened, a screen that made no sense, the band on the device at his wrist turning white. OF course as it was one of those rare nights lately where Nida had gotten some sleep, he hadn't noticed. Instead, when he'd woken up he'd just found himself... moving. He couldn't stand being still anymore, not with all these people who needed a bit of something to keep them moving after those visions. He skipped breakfast that morning ~~not a mistake he'd make another day~~ and headed over to the empty dojo.

Most of his days are spent in the dojo for the next chunk of days. When he's not actively out talking to others, trying to serve as a support network, he's in the dojo from just before sun up to just after sunset. Sometimes he's sitting on a chair, a knife working over a piece of wood as he cut out the general shape of some practice daggers. Other times he limps ~~damn him for spraining his ankle, it wasn't what he'd meant to do~~ around the edges of the mats to check for any tears or splits he needs to repair. Still other times he regards the empty spaces, mind already building up the ways he can make this place better.

And always, always he calls out a bit cheerfully if someone enters while he's there. Because this space, he has resolved, will welcome all comers. No matter what.

OTA - Around South Village - A Little Luck

You can't always be at the dojo.

Nida had stared at Seifer when he had been told that. Clearly it was not true. Clearly he was more than capable of doing just that. But... Well, he got the point. Being holed up in two places isn't much better than being holed up in one.

So a bit of time every day, usually around the lunch hours, were spent with Nida wandering the village. There were rounds to be made, friends to be found, help to be supplied. And, whenever there was a chance of skin to skin contact, a hand reaching out to touch. Not like people here couldn't use a bit of extra luck.

Closed Mingle - Because You Miss Them - Closed to Seifer, Rinoa, Sam, Billy, Tommy

The boxes show up that morning, just sitting in the kitchen when Nida hobbles in at an ungodly hour. He moves immediately to grab a kitchen knife to cut the first one open. Despite his name being on it, it's full of yarn. He smiles and shakes his head, moving that one aside because he can talk to the others about it later. The next is a larger box, but strangely light for its size. With another few cuts he finds himself pulling out a wok. What in the world could that be...

Somehow he knows what the last box will be. With a quick cut it's open and he starts unloading ingredients into the fridge. Curry. Seems like he had the answer he needed for when and what to cook.

A quick message goes out to the others over the network. He doesn't care how early it is.

Hey nerds, dinner at my house tonight. Red Lamb Curry. Eat at six, come by earlier if you want to help cook. Someone please help cook, I don't want to mess this up.

[OOC: Please see first comment for Mingle, everyone can post their own things under that if they want to interact.]

[OOC: If anyone would like their own closed starter for the first half of this month, please let me know. This is mostly meant to cover Nida through the White part of his Off-Color time.]

Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

"If you think it's bad now just wait I haven't even gotten started." He smirks.

Sorry, Nida, he does look apologetic after saying it. In a lot of ways he needs it to be real too. There are people who, for some reason he still can't fathom, care about him. After all the years of trying so desperately to matter to someone, somehow, he finally had it. Tony Stark cared, for some reason, let him think for himself. Anne also looked after him even after watching some of what he'd done. Why? He didn't know, but it felt good to not be left out in the cold again. Tossed aside like garbage. Easy to forget and easy to brush off once he was gone. Maybe he really could matter here.

Maybe they can both be people here. Even if it is fake, he'd rather stay. It's real enough to them.

His attention turns back to Nida, genuinely surprised. "He cared? Squall had a fucking reaction?" He can't believe it. Mister never responds to anything, he'd have expected Squall to have taken the news the coldest. Their dying was a given, wasn't it? Maybe he was wrong about Squall. "Sure the rest of 'em were glad to hear I was outta their hair." He growls. No, Seifer doesn't have the most charitable view of anyone. Maybe Rinoa cared, she said she did he had no reason to disbelieve her. Zell was probably delighted.

A snort and he looked away. Back to his cooking like he suddenly needed to pay really close attention because reasons. Nida figured it out before he did. "I didn't remember it. Just another scar. But watching it like that..." So that's what his delightful broadcast had been about. Watching himself die. "Pathetic." Even worse that she'd used Rinoa to do it.

"I hear Zell wanted to get revenge for you," Nida counters. It isn't that hard to believe, is it? They were Seifer's family on some level, even if they forgot it. But whatever, he doesn't have to justify this all to him. Not that he could.

Still, it makes sense, that Seifer might not remember death. It's traumatic. Nida's own fingers brush over a place where a scar is covered by his shirt.

"I don't remember one of the times I almost died. Trauma. Messes with the brain."

"What?" Shock, absolute shock. "Why in the hell...?" It was as hard to fathom as Squall giving a shit. Or Quistis. Or really anyone else. Sure Seifer had been furious to hear they'd sent Squall and Zell off on a suicide mission that he was responsible for bringing to the table in the first place. But that didn't translate to any of them having the slightest bit of care if he died. That was surprising, shocking even.

Maybe he underestimated the bond they'd shared after all. Even if there was nothing good between them.

Death is very traumatic. Add on everything else that was happening at the time? Of course his memories were a mess. Only to come out and haunt him in his sleep.

"Was that with the T-Rexaur, or something else?"

"Ask Rinoa. She was there," Nida shrugged. "I only have reports and Selphie's stories."

The T-Rexaur? Nah, that's the other side of his body. So he shakes his head and smirks. "Galbadian blade. Suppose they should have shot me in the head like they did my parents."

"Mm, not sure I wanna bring up that conversation again." They already had a rough fight over it. Evidently he's wrong about just how much everyone hates him. Another bit of asshole to add to the pile he supposes.

"Glad they missed." Should he ask when that happened? He doesn't think he wants to know. "Hey uh, don't tell Rinoa about this, alright? I don't think she'll take it well." Especially the she resurrected him part but he's not sure he wants to mention that either.

"You two have your own issues to work through."

They all have issues, and yes, he's noticed the tension. But who is he to get between their tension? He doesn't want kicked out because of their conflict.

"Like I'm not telling her about what her father did to my family. Absolutely. I know better than that."

"Putting it mildly."

If anything it would be Seifer to leave. He's the source of the conflict, why would they chase out Nida? Easiest would just be for him to go. He's better at being alone anyway.

"Mm, good. Don't need her tryin' to shoulder more blame for this shit. Ain't her fault she was used." Powerful healer to pick up the zombie of a dead Seifer. What a great thing to learn.

Hardly, Seifer's terrible at being alone. But Nida's good at it. Well, he's getting worse. Daily.

"Well, I should leave you be, right?" Nida smiles. "Should check in on people. You going to be okay?"

Alright, true, Seifer sucks at being alone and he makes himself worse the longer he his. Now Nida's just as bad. They're both in trouble if they have to jump ship.

"It's up to you," He frowns a little. He didn't actually want to be left alone. It was nice being able to get a little off his chest for a change. Nida didn't judge him for it... that's good. He still hated everything about himself, nicer to know not everyone else did though. "Not really." He admits. Hasn't been okay in a while. Definitely not since that stupid trip to the shrine.

"I'll live. Always do."

"Maybe, with some time. We'll do better than live," Nida muses with a smile. He reaches out and touches Seifer's arm lightly. Then nods and limps off. The space is yours.

"I'll check that the table is set."

"Heh, maybe." He really does hope that Nida's right. That eventually they'll be able to get past these things and live something like a normal life. At least one less full of pain.

"Thanks. Should be done soon." Hopefully it's up to snuff. He's never done curry before, this particular kind doesn't seem that hard to do. As long as you have the right ingredients.

Nida, With A Shiny White Band - Open and Closed Prompts

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