Finnick Odair | Victor of the 65th Hunger Games (
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ψ haven't you heard what becomes of curious minds? | OTA
WHO: Finnick Odair
WHERE: The woods, by the fields, and the Inn
WHEN: June 6
OPEN TO: EVERYONE
WARNINGS: None so far but always the chance of Panem-related asshattery
WHERE: The woods, by the fields, and the Inn
WHEN: June 6
OPEN TO: EVERYONE
WARNINGS: None so far but always the chance of Panem-related asshattery
THE WOODS
OTA
He thinks they're dandelions. At least, they look like dandelions. But for all his training, edible-plants was never Finnick's strongest point. Fishing, hunting, improvising nets and ropes out of whatever he could find around him, those were the skills that got him through the arena of the 65th Hunger Games. So when he finds that a spot in the woods near one of his fishing traps has, in the space of a few days, erupted into a carpet of fluffy white balls that burst seeds into the air as he walks through them, Finnick's immediate response is uncertainty.
He crouches down by one of the plants and peers at its leaves. Dandelions, he knows, are safe to eat. He's seen tributes eat them in the arena. But he isn't sure if these are actually dandelions or just some other plant that acts like them, and he can't remember as he studies the leaves whether or not that's what dandelion leaves look like. if they were dandelions, shouldn't there have been flowers? Or at least, flowers for longer than the time it's been since Finnick last walked through this spot?
Maybe someone in the village will know. Maybe Katniss will know, since somehow she seems to know a lot more about how to survive in the wild than any tribute from her District he's ever seen. (There's a story there, somewhere, but it's a story that nobody would expect anyone else to share, at least not someone who's spent as long under the Capitol's surveillance as Finnick.)
So Finnick gathers a collection of leaves from the plants, and tries his best to collect one of the fluffy heads without it bursting into the air, and puts them in one of the woven baskets he and Annie use for transporting fish.
THE FIELDS
OTA
Finnick plans to stop by the fields on his way home, with the vague thought that there might be someone there who's able to help him work out what the plant he's found is. But as he cuts across from the woods towards the fields, Finnick's suddenly overcome by the smell of salt on the breeze, the tangy smell of the sea that means home.
He stops, uncertain, and raises his trident, his body suddenly tense, the alertness that's always running under the surface suddenly springing to the surface. It's impossible that he's smelling the ocean here; surely it can only be some sort of trap.
He waits, only sign of movement the rapid rate at his his gaze goes from one spot to another, scanning trees, shrubs, anything that could act as cover. It's only slowly that he realizes there's no real apparent danger, and heads towards the smell.
THE INN
OTA
The smell of the sea had turned out to be coming from another unexpected spring blossoming, this time an expanse of purple flowers on the boundary of the fields. He doesn't remember seeing wildflowers there before now, and now there are so many of them that they look like a field of their own. Since he already has a sample of uncertain flora in his pack, he'd picked some of these flowers, too, and he heads for the Inn with his samples in his backpack.
He stalks into the main room of the Inn, because it's one of the places it's common to see a lot of the villagers gathered. He has one of the purple flowers in his hand, and he holds it out, his head tilted to one side, as he leans on the never-stocked bar.
"Is it me, or are there more plants around than there should be?"
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the inn
"I am probably the worst qualified person to ask that," he points out mildly, sitting back on his heels and tossing his head to get his hair out of his face.
The motion brings a waft of scent to him, and he freezes, his golden eyes growing wide. Perhaps faster than it is wise to move around the people of this habble who all seem to have some sort of trauma they are working through, he reaches up to grab the flower in Finnick's hand, holding it still so he can lean closer and smell it properly.
"Where did you find this? Why does it smell like cordite?"
tw: ptsd/anxiety
That doesn't mean he's prepared for the suddenness of Benedict's response, or for the sudden way he grabs at Finnick's hand. Finnick tenses sharply at the unexpected touch, but years of forcing himself to strangle his impulse reactionstop him from pulling back, so he lets Benedict lean in towards the flower. Finnick forces himself to relax, and it comes easier once it's clear that it's the flower that has Benedict's interest.
"Cordite?"
The word's unfamiliar, and it shows in the careful way Finnick repeats it, focusing on that instead of his unwanted reaction to the man's hand on his. "I thought it smelled like the sea. They're growing out by the fields."
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"Gunpowder." Most high-quality long-guns were powered solely by weapons crystals, but Benedict has been on enough tours of duty through the Spirearch's Guard that he has become quite familiar with the smell of cheap, low-quality guns, the way the smoke tickles the nostrils and makes him want to sneeze.
"And ozone." He frowns, turning his eyes back to Finnick and away from the flower. "You smell the sea?"
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The tension eases out of him as Benedict lets him go, and Finnick gazes at him for a moment before he nods appreciation for the apology. Even after so long here, he's still not used to the fact that people here will show that level of respect and understanding.
"Gunpowder." Finnick doesn't know that word, either. For all his training and experience, he's never held a gun. They're reserved for Peacekeepers, and he's rarely even seen them used. "I don't know what that smells like. But all I smell is the sea."
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"Like charcoal, and steam, and ammonia. A little bit like fireworks. The mercury fulminate leaves a distinct metallic taste in the back of your throat. The crystal mechanism for firing it smells of ozone, like the smell after a lightning strike."
Another thing he's only discovered since his time in this habble.
"Is that what the sea smells like?"
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(There'd been new smells in the district, but they'd been smells of burning and destruction, smoke and fire from bombed-out buildings, and they'd been faded by the time anyone was allowed back out from their homes.)
Fortunately, Benedict does give enough else to work with that Finnick can start to understand the smell he's talking about. He's a sailor, so he knows the smell of lightning, and charcoal and steam are easy enough to bring to mind.
Finnick shakes his head. "No. It smells like salt and hot sand, sometimes raw fish and whatever's coming in on the wind."
He looks down at the little flower, frowning, and takes another deep breath to be sure of the smell. It's definitely salt and sand, not ozone and charcoal. The little thing looks bright and harmless, but Finnick has seen the recordings of the Second Quarter Quell, and there's something deeply unsettling about the idea of something that smells different to different people.
"They've made something that smells different to different people," he says, his voice wary.
the woods
She is a little surprised to find Finnick in the woods. He's so strongly associated with the sea for her that in this place, she imagines he'd almost always be at the river or down at the lake. He's in the deep, shady cover of the trees now currently and seems to be gathering plants.
"What's that?" she asks, looking at the small flower in his hand. It looks like a dandelion about to burst its seeds and explode on the wind, something she's more than familiar with from 12. "They have dandelions here?"
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He's in a vulnerable position, crouched down with his hands full of flowers instead of weapons, but all Katniss does is approach and look at what he's doing.
"It looks like one," he says, offering her the flower, his other hand cradled around it to shield it. "I think. I haven't seen them here before."
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Katniss hasn't heard of an Arena using poisonous animals and plants since the Quarter Quell Haymitch won. It's not likely that they'd go and reuse it verbatim, is it? She doesn't know. Katniss isn't sure what's real or not real anymore.
"We could bring them back and try them. I'm willing to volunteer. Very little can kill me at this point that hasn't already tried."
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"The fish have been okay to eat," he agrees, after a moment's consideration. "The few plants I know from home have been fine, too." He still doesn't know what he can trust here, and he'd hate it, if he hadn't grown so used to not being able to trust anything he didn't know for certain. This new place with its new plants and animals is unsettling, but he's used to that sort of fear, has been now for a long time.
He glances across at her, curiously. The way Katniss says that little can kill her that hasn't tried sounds suggestive of more of her unknown history -- from the past, or from the things she's seen in the time he's been in this place? It's hard to know for sure, so he doesn't comment, just passes over the basket he's already harvested flowers into.
"I wouldn't know what to do with them anyway."
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"They grow in 12 and they can make lean days go a lot further. We never, ever had enough food. I know from my tour that it's the case in other districts too," she says. "But I think it's worst in 12. My family only ate well because I knew the woods."
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"I'm used to people knowing more about me than I do about them, but not like this," he says. He also usually works to address that imbalance, to steal some of the knowledge that's become the only currency he has other than his body.
But here, there are other currencies that matter, and they're more like the everyday concerns of the districts. In Four, the fishery folk don't go hungry, no matter how bad things are. It's forbidden, of course, but there is little the Peacekeepers can ever do to prove that there's been poaching, or fish stolen from the catch, so long as the quotas are made. A family can be fed with a theft that would never be noticed, and the children of the poorest fishers learn early on how to make their own catches. Finnick had been expert with trident and net for a reason that had little to do with his training.
"I wondered," he says, quietly, his head tipping to one side in a nod of concession. "You knew how to handle yourself in the woods better than others from Twelve." He doesn't even remember whether or not there were woods within the boundaries of Twelve; he'd had other things to worry about the only two times he'd ever been there.
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Katniss half smiles. "There's a root where I come from called katniss, it grows near ponds. My father always told me if I could find myself, I would never go hungry. I hope that stays true here."
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"We never needed to know that," he says, quietly. He leaves the rest of it to her imagination, and to what everyone thinks they know about District Four. They're not all rich, even though they're a Career district, but they do have access to food without needing to go out into the woods. "In Four, we only ever needed to know ww how to survive at sea."
Except for the Careers, of course, but they don't talk about the Careers.
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Katniss sighs a bit. "In Twelve, we don't even learn our industry until we're eighteen. You guys know how to make hooks and nets and spear? We don't know anything at all. It's a miracle that there were even three victors."
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He doesn't talk about his childhood -- what there'd been of it before he'd gone to the Careers and then on to the Victors' Village -- with many people. Annie's from his fishery, most of the other victors don't ask, and he's always hated talking about home in the Capitol. Most people there don't care, they just want to revel in the glamor of the poor district boy made rich and famous by his victory, and he's been on the bitterly wrong end of that too many times to want to give them anything real to feed it.
There's a lot he could say about the strategy of the Games. It's not just about knowing how to feed yourself, though that had gone well for Katniss, and often did for the tributes from Four, too, there's knowing how to game the Games, how to make alliances and when to break them, the sort of things the Careers are taught alongside how to fight, but more than that, there's a stubbornness and determination that can never be taught, but that all of the victors have. He still doesn't want to talk about that, though, because it comes too close to open admission of what everyone knows: that he, and Annie, and Four's other younger victors, had that forbidden advantage of training.
"We're all afraid of the peacekeepers," is what he does admit. "It's just easier to poach fish than go somewhere forbidden."
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It's not very different from Finnick's situation except coal can't feed you. It can keep you warm at night (and it gets very, very cold in 12 during the winter) but it's not going to ease the gnawing of hunger or make sure that you don't die just because you had nothing to keep you going but boiled pine needles.
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"Or the kids could catch some of their own. I used to, after school."
He doesn't talk about his family much; there's little point, now, when they've been dead for so many years and the guilt of their loss still hangs heavily over him.
"But nobody ever gets to hear this stuff from the other districts. None of us know how much of it is the same."
Except the victors, those who dare the conversations that can't really be had in public.
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And yet, they had. Katniss had with the berries, even if she didn't know exactly what it meant at the time. Peeta did, when he gave away his winnings to Rue and Thresh's families. Finnick did, refusing to give Annie up. Mags did, volunteering to throw a wrench in what was probably a Reaping as rigged as 12's.
They all had everything to lose and did it anyway.
"There would have been a rebellion a long time ago if people just knew. The whole thing only works because we're all afraid."
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He doesn't know what's happened between the two of them in the time between when he arrived here and when Katniss did. But he knows enough to know that Katniss is probably aware of where his sympathies really are. He hates Snow, hates him with everything he has, but open defiance had been impossible.
All he'd had left to lose was Annie and Mags, because he'd lost everyone else already.
"I think it's harder for us. Everyone's afraid, but for the victors, it's personal. They're not just watching, they're watching us." Watching them, getting reports from their patrons if they're unlucky enough to be wanted.
The victors knew exactly what would happen if they crossed the line, because they'd been told. It was why Finnick gathered his secrets, why Annie played up her insanity until the Capitol left her alone: those were the only ways they had to protect themselves.
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Katniss sighs a little, scuffs the toe of her boot in the dirt. She's angry but being angry here, so far removed from where she can do anything? It only leads to frustration.
"It's like Haymitch says. You're always playing even if you aren't in the arena."
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But there are other examples to be made. Examples to the other victors, and examples to themselves. But the games that Finnick's been forced to play have always been ones with private losses: his parents, killed after the first and last time he'd lost control and let his instincts take over his sense with one of his patrons, and the rest of his family, killed in retribution for breaking the rules when he'd mentored Annie. But that's known only to him and Annie, and those of the victors who could put it together.
In public, they were just tragic fishing accidents, common enough in Four to be believable. He doesn't expect Katniss to know it, to know the depths of the games that he's entangled in, the fact that the person he is in the Capitol is nothing more than another game, and another, and another, so many that sometimes it's easy to forget where the games end.
Annie reminds him, when she can. When she's there, not home in Four while he's stuck in the Capitol's nets.
"We play the games that are just for us, the ones nobody knows the rules to until it's too late."
He says it quietly, almost to the flowers he's picked, and he can feel his neck burning.
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"I'm always going to be on your team, Finnick, and I'm going to keep playing until we win."
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It's startling to hear an honest expression of personal loyalty from Katniss, who he hadn't known before she came here the first time. For a moment, he looks at her with the facade fallen, open honesty and confusion showing in his eyes.
"A lot happened between us in Panem before you got here." It's not a question; he's known for a long time that Katniss, Peeta, Haymitch, and Johanna when she'd been here, all knew things he and Annie didn't. But it's never before been so obvious to him that somehow, he'd earned the trust of Katniss, someone he'd been observing for the past year, someone he'd seen didn't trust easily. "Most victors wouldn't trust me enough to say that."
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There's no sense in pretending you don't know a person when you're stripped down that way. She knows Finnick and trusts him with her secrets same as he'd trusted her with some of his own.
"We've been through a lot together, Finnick. I trust you. I have to trust you."
The Fields
Peeta was careful to approach, keeping a bit of a distance between them in case things went south very quickly. Despite the memories he has of Finnick, he has to remind himself that it isn't shared. For some reason, there was a difference in memories among all the Victors, something that he couldn't explain and wasn't sure he'd ever wrap his mind around.
"Are you allright?" He asked, raising his hands to show he was unarmed. There were no canons here and no images to cast in the sky to show who had died or not. If he was attacked, Katniss wouldn't know. "Finnick?"
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At least, if someone had to see him react like this, it was Peeta, a fellow victor. Victors knew what it was like to see a threat where there might not be one, to react as if his life depended on it, because they'd been in the arena too, where their lives did depend on their reaction to anything unexpected.
"Can you smell that?" he asked, the question the only acknowledgment to Peeta. He was still looking around, slowly, trying to work out where the smell of the sea came from.
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He wouldn't judge. There were a number of strange things in this village. Phantom smells could be some trick by the Observers. Jabberjays had been used in the arena, this wasn't too much of a stretch to imagine.
Peeta smelled the air, looking for something that stuck out to him. But There was nothing, only the same scent of fresh air and pine from the forest. "What do you smell?"
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In some ways, it was a small relief that someone understood that way of reacting to something unexpected, a potential threat; he'd spent so long with these people dismissing or showing open skepticism about his suspicions that he no longer expected anyone else to seem to take them something like seriously.
"Something smells like the sea," he said, pausing his study of the fields in front of him long enough to glance sidelong at Peeta. "Salt water and hot sand and a little raw fish," he added, because he wasn't sure if Peeta would have ever registered just what that smell was in the brief stop in Four on the Victory Tour. "Can you smell it?"
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He understood, even if Finnick didn't mention it. It was still fresh with him, made worse by the Quarter Quell. While he didn't smell the ocean, he knew that this place had some sort of lake or large body of water. But that wasn't the point. It was that he sensed something off.
"I don't smell it." It wasn't to be dismissed though. He knew that smell, but it didn't make him think of the victory tour. Just the description was enough to take him back once again to the arena. "Do you think the Observers are trying to make you remember things from home?"
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"Not sure," he told Peeta. "They've done things like that before. Gifts from home and hallucinations and other tricks." He shot a sidelong glance at the other victor. "A lot of the same tricks the Gamemakers use, just less immediately deadly."
And, therefore, it was harder to understand, to see their strategy.
"You don't smell it at all? You smell anything strange?"
inn
"It does seem that way," she agrees. "What have you got there?"
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He knows that Beverly likes to garden, and that means she'd probably be someone good to talk to about the plants, if anyone was, so he's pleased that she's there when he wanders into the Inn looking for some advice.
He gives her a careful smile.
"These were growing out by the fields," he says, offering her the purple flower. "Thought the smell was a little strange."
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It smells like sickbay. Or more accurately it smells like a starship and reminds her quite forcefully of the Enterprise.
"Well, that sure makes me homesick," she jokes lightly.
Inn
"I was under the impression, myself, that we still didn't know enough about what makes things common here to truly make that distinction. For all we know, the plants from wherever this is don't grow in certain areas when they first bloom, or perhaps they require more sunlight than is available at earlier times in the year."
Still, whatever the reason, Finnick was probably right, now that he thought about it. There did seem to be more foliage around now than there had been even two weeks ago, and he moves over to see exactly what Finnick's carrying.
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"I haven't seen plants grow this quickly before," he says, though he sounds more confident in his assessment than he actually feels. Maybe this is just some entirely normal thing about how plants grow here, how they'd lain dormant over winter or something like that.
He holds out the little purple flower he'd picked. "These things are everywhere by the fields."
There hadn't been anything like them growing there in the last place they'd been, but maybe this was something that didn't get replicated.
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The purple flower is taken gently from Finnick's hand and studied, his head tilting slightly as he brow furrows as he tries to take it all in. "This looks familiar, like several flowers from home, but I can't say I-"
He stops when the scent drifts to him: old paper, a hint of clean dust, freshly washed linens, and two incenses that seem to mingle in the air. The priest blinks in surprise as a mental picture overlaps his sight for a moment, entirely not real but evoked by that scent, a picture of the office in the church where he'd served as a deacon.
"...What is that?"
the inn
"I'm not certain about should. For all we know this could be normal, here. But there does seem to be more of a variety, at least."
Which is another point in favor of it being another planet, by his way of thinking.
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"You think this could be just another place?" Finnick asks.
The words seem to suggest that, and Finnick is still open to suggestions about just what is going on here.
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"Somewhere with a very different set of native wildlife, yes," he agrees with a nod.
True, he can't deny that some of the local wildlife is similar to that of Earth. But it wouldn't be the first time he'd run into that sort of thing, and there's enough that unfamiliar for him to assume that, by and large, this is some uncharted planet somewhere.
The Fields
And they are weeds. Dandelions and little violet-blue, all over the place. They need to be pulled up, weeded out, but for the moment, Kate has her hands on her hips and is glaring at the fields.
At least, until movement and stillness out of the corner of her eye attracts her attention. Turning, she sees Odair looking puzzled and on the trail of something.
"Odair!" she calls out. "How goes your day?"