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sixthiterationlogs2017-10-26 11:02 pm
tooktheblack) wrote in sixthiterationlogs2017-10-26 11:02 pm
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š autumn fades
WHO: Jon Snow
WHERE: 6I village, at Lucreziaās Home
WHEN: 26 October
OPEN TO: All
WARNINGS: tbd
Jon had made a habit of going to see Lucrezia daily when he went to visit his family and when he didnāt see her for two days running, his heart sank like a stone. It wasnāt like her to be out often; she usually kept close to her home or to the inn and to not see her at all for two days meant that surely she must have gone.
The evening of the second day confirmed his suspicions completely. Her cat mewled and yowled, wandering about the steps and of Lucreziaās porch seemingly in search of his mistress. It took Jon a moment to actually get the cat to come close to him but once he coaxed it near, he gathered him up into his arms.
āBarnabus,ā Jon said quietly. āI fear sheās gone and left us both. No amount of looking is going to bring her back to us, all right?ā
When Ygritte had disappeared, Jon had searched for her in the woods for days and only when heād exhausted every hollow and dale that he had declared her truly gone. When Arya had gone, heād done similar.
Now, though, he simply felt hollow and empty. Heād lost another person he had cared for in this place and there was no telling who might be next. Would it be his Lord Father? Would it be his sisters? His brother? Lyanna? Jon hoped not.
Armful of cat, he walked past the home his family lived in and down the road toward the inn. Possibly there was a bit of milk or something he might be able to give the cat so it would stop yowling for the time being.
WHERE: 6I village, at Lucreziaās Home
WHEN: 26 October
OPEN TO: All
WARNINGS: tbd
Jon had made a habit of going to see Lucrezia daily when he went to visit his family and when he didnāt see her for two days running, his heart sank like a stone. It wasnāt like her to be out often; she usually kept close to her home or to the inn and to not see her at all for two days meant that surely she must have gone.
The evening of the second day confirmed his suspicions completely. Her cat mewled and yowled, wandering about the steps and of Lucreziaās porch seemingly in search of his mistress. It took Jon a moment to actually get the cat to come close to him but once he coaxed it near, he gathered him up into his arms.
āBarnabus,ā Jon said quietly. āI fear sheās gone and left us both. No amount of looking is going to bring her back to us, all right?ā
When Ygritte had disappeared, Jon had searched for her in the woods for days and only when heād exhausted every hollow and dale that he had declared her truly gone. When Arya had gone, heād done similar.
Now, though, he simply felt hollow and empty. Heād lost another person he had cared for in this place and there was no telling who might be next. Would it be his Lord Father? Would it be his sisters? His brother? Lyanna? Jon hoped not.
Armful of cat, he walked past the home his family lived in and down the road toward the inn. Possibly there was a bit of milk or something he might be able to give the cat so it would stop yowling for the time being.
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Having her leave made him feel like he was losing her in some strange way and Jon didn't want that. "Only leave if you truly desire to, Lyanna. Not because you think I want it."
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She shook her head, toying with the bow in her hands. "I don't know what I want or what will make it better. I thought distance might help heal some of that, but I don't know."
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"I want to have a relationship with you, Lyanna. It's just difficult when we're of an age - when you're of an age with my younger sister, honestly - to have a traditional one. I do want to try, though."
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"I'm glad." Just hearing that was comforting to her. There was a place for her with him, that meant more than anything else. "All I want is to try and know you better, to at least have some sort of relationship with you. I know Ned is important to you, but I hope that I can be as well."
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He paused for a moment and gave her a soft smile. "You already mean a lot to me, Lyanna. I never want you to forget that."
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She would make the effort to become closer to him.
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He squeezed her tight, keeping her close. "But you are my family and I care about my family."