Jax Teller (
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🍁 the times they are a changin' (ota)
WHO: Jax Teller
WHERE: porch of the 6I inn
WHEN: 25 October - mid afternoon
OPEN TO: All
WARNINGS: cursing, lbr
The wind catches then and the sheets come flying out of Jax's notebook, scattering the letter and some of the previous ones out across the porch and into the street in front of the inn. He scrambles to gather them up before they get trampled on and muddy because fuck if he's letting his only connection to his kids go and get ruined.
Is this what happened to his old man when he wrote his letters? Did John Teller write letters on scraps of paper on blustery fall days and hope that someday he was going to get to read them to his son? Jax has no fucking idea. There's so much shit he's finding out about his father after the fact that makes the hazy, golden childhood image of him tarnish a bit. He's afraid that's gonna be what happens with Abel and Thomas, that they'll read his letters and hear stories about him and think of him as some asshole and not as a hero like a father ought to be.
Jax pushes that down for the moment and focuses on grabbing up as much of the paper as he can, trying to keep his words and his tether to Charming and the real fucking world from getting soaked up with the mud and gloom of this place. Even if the snow's melted now and the leaves are pretty shades of red and gold he doesn't want to fucking be here.
"I hate this fucking place," he grumbles, stuffing bits of the letter back into the binding of the notebook.
WHERE: porch of the 6I inn
WHEN: 25 October - mid afternoon
OPEN TO: All
WARNINGS: cursing, lbr
Hey, Abel. It's been a little while since I wrote to you so I wanted to sit down and tell you what's going on in thisfucked upcrazy prison I'm in. I miss you. You need to take care of Thomas and your mom, all right? I know I tell you that every time but I'm gonna keep writing it just to make sure it happens.
Snowed here the other day. It's getting cooler here but I don't have any idea of what the date is or shit like that. It's not like the real world, this place, and the longer I'm here the more it feels like I'm losing touch with what's real and what I can see and touch. It hadn't been that cold though, before, so the snow kind of came as a shock - seems to have melted, though.
Snow reminds me of Tahoe or up in Oregon where Gemma's people are from. It's not something we're ever gonna see in Charming, not unless something crazy happens. I'll take you kids skiing sometime when we get away. We're gonna get away someday, you know. Your mom's been after me to make that happen and I...
The wind catches then and the sheets come flying out of Jax's notebook, scattering the letter and some of the previous ones out across the porch and into the street in front of the inn. He scrambles to gather them up before they get trampled on and muddy because fuck if he's letting his only connection to his kids go and get ruined.
Is this what happened to his old man when he wrote his letters? Did John Teller write letters on scraps of paper on blustery fall days and hope that someday he was going to get to read them to his son? Jax has no fucking idea. There's so much shit he's finding out about his father after the fact that makes the hazy, golden childhood image of him tarnish a bit. He's afraid that's gonna be what happens with Abel and Thomas, that they'll read his letters and hear stories about him and think of him as some asshole and not as a hero like a father ought to be.
Jax pushes that down for the moment and focuses on grabbing up as much of the paper as he can, trying to keep his words and his tether to Charming and the real fucking world from getting soaked up with the mud and gloom of this place. Even if the snow's melted now and the leaves are pretty shades of red and gold he doesn't want to fucking be here.
"I hate this fucking place," he grumbles, stuffing bits of the letter back into the binding of the notebook.
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"Huh? Oh. Yes." She nodded her head, her dark gaze shifting from the stick to Jax. "Also mulberry and Uru."
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"Not sure why it's called redwood, by the way," Jax offers. "It just is. It stays green all year round - most of the trees where I'm at get brown when it gets cold and the leaves fall off but not these. They keep their leaves and stay green."
He finishes up with the stick and offers it to her for inspection. "Do I pass Spear Making 101?"
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Moana took the long stick from Jax and inspected it carefully. He did a good job though it felt a little off balanced. It might be something that he'd have to get used too since Moana didn't see anything noticeably different along the length of the stick.
"Looks good. Now we find a tip and make the string to lash them together."
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Being in a forest like that where everything is so old is kind of overwhelming but it's not something he can seek out here in this place. It's not the same.
"What should I get for a tip? Some kind of rock, right?"
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Moana wanted to give him options so he could find something that he wanted to use. Technically he could lash a knife to the edge of the stick though Moana would ask him to be careful with anything that sharp.
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"I guess it's time to learn all the Boy Scout shit I never learned," Jax says. "Lets go look for some rocks so you can teach me how to make my own arrowheads. There might not always be some already made and it sounds like a good thing to know how to do around here."
There's animals big enough to need a spear to take down, after all, and those types of animals threaten the livestock and can keep people fed for a few days. Taking them out is beneficial in a couple different ways and Jax wants to feel like something other than a waste of goddamn space.
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She turned and heading in what she thought was the direction of the river.
"You can also make spear heads out of bone and other hard materials." Moana was going to continue to think of ideas in case they couldn't find a rock.
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"Bone isn't too brittle or anything?" Jax doesn't know how he feels about using bones. He's killed people, sure, but using bones? He's assuming these are going to be animal bones but with this place, there's no fucking telling what the people who run it will end up doing to him. He thinks Moana is probably the expert, though, so he ought to shut up and just let her do the talking and he do the walking.
"Obviously you know what you're talking about more than me, though."
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Moana lifted her shoulders in a shrug as they picked their way over to the river. "I know the things from my island. It's all a little different here. Things don't act the way I expect." They were usually small changes but even a small change can completely ruin one of Moana's projects.
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He's a halfway decent mechanic, when he wants to be, and he's got a head for running a business so long as it isn't legal. He's not really sure what to do with all the Boy Scout shit but he's been here for months and he hasn't died; that's success, right?
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Moana didn't know if it was a good thing or not. She felt conflicted at times, feeling like the daughter of the chief and then like everyone else. No one here knew more than another, at least not when it came to why or how any of this had happened.
She'd never thought she'd see herself this way.
"Ah. the River." Moana paused to find a good cropping of rocks to find something that looked close enough to arrow shaped.
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"Just luck?"
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"This one for example. Will break. Watch." She threw it against a bolder, not particularly hard but with the force that you might throw a spear. A third of the rocks break off and Moana began looking for the pieces.
"If I can find it again. Their was a crack in it, like the way that it had grown was uneven. Here it is." She picked up the two pieces and held them where they had broken. "See?"
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"So you want something that's gonna take a beating then, right? Maybe something like flint? I don't know anything about rocks, just that one."
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Moana stepped into the shallow ends of the water, feeling the cold current rush over her bare feet like daggers. She didn't care for the colder weather and hoped that winter would pass quickly. After a moment of searching the water she pulled a rock from the water. She ran her fingers over the edges before holding it up to Jax.
"This one. We'll use one of the metal tools at the inn to chip it into a point." It was easier than using another rock.
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"Lets get this thing looking like a real spear."
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She could use her small hand ax to help shape the rock but she really didn't want to dull that edge. She needed it for other things and she had no idea how to sharpen it.
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"Hey, now that I'm making a spear, maybe I can make an axe next."
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"Yes! Think you can do it without me?"
She was curious about the end result.
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Jax is only half teasing with that. He honestly doesn't know if he's going to be as good at making an axe as he'll be using one and he knows he'll end up needing Moana's help.