sixthiterationlogs | 🍁 the times they are a changin' (ota)

WHO: Jax Teller
WHERE: porch of the 6I inn
WHEN: 25 October - mid afternoon
OPEN TO: All
WARNINGS: cursing, lbr

Hey, Abel. It's been a little while since I wrote to you so I wanted to sit down and tell you what's going on in this ~~fucked up~~ crazy prison I'm in. I miss you. You need to take care of Thomas and your mom, all right? I know I tell you that every time but I'm gonna keep writing it just to make sure it happens.

Snowed here the other day. It's getting cooler here but I don't have any idea of what the date is or shit like that. It's not like the real world, this place, and the longer I'm here the more it feels like I'm losing touch with what's real and what I can see and touch. It hadn't been that cold though, before, so the snow kind of came as a shock - seems to have melted, though.

Snow reminds me of Tahoe or up in Oregon where Gemma's people are from. It's not something we're ever gonna see in Charming, not unless something crazy happens. I'll take you kids skiing sometime when we get away. We're gonna get away someday, you know. Your mom's been after me to make that happen and I...

The wind catches then and the sheets come flying out of Jax's notebook, scattering the letter and some of the previous ones out across the porch and into the street in front of the inn. He scrambles to gather them up before they get trampled on and muddy because fuck if he's letting his only connection to his kids go and get ruined.

Is this what happened to his old man when he wrote his letters? Did John Teller write letters on scraps of paper on blustery fall days and hope that someday he was going to get to read them to his son? Jax has no fucking idea. There's so much shit he's finding out about his father after the fact that makes the hazy, golden childhood image of him tarnish a bit. He's afraid that's gonna be what happens with Abel and Thomas, that they'll read his letters and hear stories about him and think of him as some asshole and not as a hero like a father ought to be.

Jax pushes that down for the moment and focuses on grabbing up as much of the paper as he can, trying to keep his words and his tether to Charming and the real fucking world from getting soaked up with the mud and gloom of this place. Even if the snow's melted now and the leaves are pretty shades of red and gold he doesn't want to fucking be here.

"I hate this fucking place," he grumbles, stuffing bits of the letter back into the binding of the notebook.

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"Bone isn't too brittle or anything?" Jax doesn't know how he feels about using bones. He's killed people, sure, but using bones? He's assuming these are going to be animal bones but with this place, there's no fucking telling what the people who run it will end up doing to him. He thinks Moana is probably the expert, though, so he ought to shut up and just let her do the talking and he do the walking.

"Obviously you know what you're talking about more than me, though."

They would definitely be animal bones but Moana didn't think she'd have to clarify that. "Bone is strong if you shape it the right way. There is also things like horns from animals though I have no idea how to shape that into something without breaking it." So maybe that was a bad idea.

Moana lifted her shoulders in a shrug as they picked their way over to the river. "I know the things from my island. It's all a little different here. Things don't act the way I expect." They were usually small changes but even a small change can completely ruin one of Moana's projects.

"Makes you the same as everyone else," Jax says. "I know how shit works back where I'm from, what the rules are and how to play them. This place is completely different. Nothing I'm good at applies here."

He's a halfway decent mechanic, when he wants to be, and he's got a head for running a business so long as it isn't legal. He's not really sure what to do with all the Boy Scout shit but he's been here for months and he hasn't died; that's success, right?

"I suppose so."

Moana didn't know if it was a good thing or not. She felt conflicted at times, feeling like the daughter of the chief and then like everyone else. No one here knew more than another, at least not when it came to why or how any of this had happened.

She'd never thought she'd see herself this way.

"Ah. the River." Moana paused to find a good cropping of rocks to find something that looked close enough to arrow shaped.

"How do you know what kind of rock to use? What's going to hold up and what's going to crumble?" This is something Jax wants to learn how to do for himself in case Moana ever disappears on him. If you'd told him a year ago he'd come to depend on a nineteen year old girl to get through the day to day and it wouldn't be a sexual relationship, he'd have laughed. Still, he likes what they have. He likes having a little sister who knows a shit ton more than he does.

"Just luck?"

"Luck is part of it. You know how rocks are all different shapes? Well you can see where they'll break or if they're strong enough to withstand more force." She picked up a rock from where the water rolled against the shore and held it up for Jax to see.

"This one for example. Will break. Watch." She threw it against a bolder, not particularly hard but with the force that you might throw a spear. A third of the rocks break off and Moana began looking for the pieces.

"If I can find it again. Their was a crack in it, like the way that it had grown was uneven. Here it is." She picked up the two pieces and held them where they had broken. "See?"

Jax looks at it and he can see the fracture lines, sees where it wouldn't hold up. It's knowledge he tucks away for the future and while he hopes that Moana doesn't ever disappear on him, he knows he can't bank on stuff like that either.

"So you want something that's gonna take a beating then, right? Maybe something like flint? I don't know anything about rocks, just that one."

"If you don't know what to look for then yeah." It was a stupid way to find a rock that won't break and a waste of energy but if he wasn't able to determine by looking then it'd be his best option.

Moana stepped into the shallow ends of the water, feeling the cold current rush over her bare feet like daggers. She didn't care for the colder weather and hoped that winter would pass quickly. After a moment of searching the water she pulled a rock from the water. She ran her fingers over the edges before holding it up to Jax.

"This one. We'll use one of the metal tools at the inn to chip it into a point." It was easier than using another rock.

"See, this is why you're a good one to keep around," Jax says. He's picked up a couple things from her (he can still make his own rope) but the majority of it he relies on what Moana helps him with and what he can trade for out of gifts he gets from the observers.

"Lets get this thing looking like a real spear."

Moana snickered softly. "I'm glad you don't want to get rid of me." Her voice was light while her dark eyes shined brightly. "Let's head back to the inn. Unless you have something that we can use to shape this at your house?"

She could use her small hand ax to help shape the rock but she really didn't want to dull that edge. She needed it for other things and she had no idea how to sharpen it.

"No, I don't have any tools. When I fixed my roof, I borrowed them," Jax points out. The tools at the Inn kind of get passed around among people so he's sure they can find something to sharpen the point of the spear.

"Hey, now that I'm making a spear, maybe I can make an axe next."

Moana turned to look back at Jax while continuing to walk forward. She didn't have to look where she was going in order to see. She's been in this canon for over a year now and the village had become imprinted into her mind. Except for the occasional rock which Moana stumbled over before regaining her balance.

"Yes! Think you can do it without me?"

She was curious about the end result.

"I can give it a shot. It'll probably be shit the first time I try it, though. Do you think you can give me some criticism if I screw it up?"

Jax is only half teasing with that. He honestly doesn't know if he's going to be as good at making an axe as he'll be using one and he knows he'll end up needing Moana's help.

🍁 the times they are a changin' (ota)

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