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Finnick Odair | Victor of the 65th Hunger Games ([personal profile] fishermansweater) wrote in [community profile] sixthiterationlogs2017-10-15 03:29 pm

ψ take me to church | CLOSED

WHO: Finnick Odair and Annie Cresta
WHERE: 6I: Church (House 24) & Odair Residence (House 57)
WHEN: 7 October
OPEN TO: Francis Mulcahy, Johanna Mason, Bodhi Rook
WARNINGS: Excessive amounts of sap. Possibility of references to traumatic backstory/sexual abuse.



If he'd been asked, perhaps Finnick would have imagined something different. In District Four, a wedding would have been a cause for celebration, with the formal part of the ceremony performed by a respected member of the community, and they would have been surrounded by people they knew. Not his family, no matter how much he would have wished them there, because they're long dead, destroyed in proof of the President's hold over him. But Annie's family, maybe, and the other District Four victors, and people they knew from the city. There'd have been a song about marriage being the voyage of love, and music and dancing. But that wedding was impossible in Panem, so impossible that Finnick had never allowed the image he thinks of now to tempt him.

It's only here, because they're away from Snow, that they can dare to do this. And if it's going to be simple, and different, what matters is that it's happening at all, and that Johanna will be there. He'll be with the two people left who mean the most to him, and at the end of the day, Annie will be his wife.

Finnick and Annie have spent days in preparation, working on the traditional net that should form a canopy over the couple. At Annie's suggestion, because the church-house is small and their supplies are limited, they'd draped it over the roof instead of setting up a canopy. Finnick's collected salt water from the sea -- if that's what it is -- to the east, to be used in the ceremony. They had wedding clothes already, gifts from Credence and Johanna on the day last winter when gifts had appeared. Annie even has a pretty necklace to wear, and Finnick's done her hair with the ribbons she'd gotten in one of her gift boxes from whoever's looking after them here.

They've been cleaning their house so they can have their small group of attendees and participants for a celebration lunch, and as much as possible is prepared ahead of time. That leaves just the ceremony itself, and at the designated time, the two of them make their way to the church.

[ starters in the comments, one for a short thread of the ceremony, and another for mixing at lunch ]
71st_victor: (introspective)

[personal profile] 71st_victor 2017-11-10 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"The violence is only when it needs to happen." She pauses, and self-reflects for the briefest of moments. "Or, when I get bored," she admits with a roll of her eyes, mainly because even though she's the one who forced herself to admit it, she doesn't do it lightly.

"It's still pretty good," she decides. "At least you're lovable and stand a chance of some happiness," she points out. "I burned that bridge a long time ago." With the rest of her husk, emptying herself out so she doesn't feel pain.
onlyeverdoubted: (kriff)

[personal profile] onlyeverdoubted 2017-11-18 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
He should just let a comment like that go, or maybe try and find something supportive to say. Instead he shrugs. Johanna makes it hard to try and keep up that facade of being sort of competently human. "No, I'm not in that pool either." To be lovable you have to be touchable, you have to be something other than batshit, you have to have something to offer.
71st_victor: (cat's eyes)

[personal profile] 71st_victor 2017-11-18 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
"Well, in that case," she says flatly, staring at Annie and Finnick being happy and normal and in love, "you and I, we can just hang out here and watch other people have this. I'm getting good at keeping my jealousy from taking everything over. It's like once you get practiced at it, nothing can hurt you."

Just like shutting down your emotions or barricading yourself off from feeling anything. It just takes practice and time.
onlyeverdoubted: (kriff)

[personal profile] onlyeverdoubted 2017-11-19 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm prepared to learn from the master." Force knows he tries, but Bodhi feels like everything hurts him. His only defense is not giving anyone anything, keeping quiet, boring secrets wherever he can, so that no one knows enough to find the wounds, no matter how well meaning. Kira's the only chink in that armor, and that's Jyn's doing, not his.