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as under a green sea, I saw him drowning.

WHO: Steve Trevor
WHERE: Fountain / Center of Town
WHEN: July 25
OPEN TO: All
WARNINGS: n/a

drowning

He can't breathe. He can't breathe. At first, he thinks that obviously he can't breathe, the fire and the smoke from the explosion are causing him to experience his last breaths in a way that mimics drowning, the chemicals from Dr. Poison's vials clouding his lungs and making it feel like he can't get a breath. Only, then he opens his eyes to water surrounding him and realizes that no, this isn't the plane, he's actually drowning.

Again.

This time, he's far more conscious than the last and something like a current in the water is pushing him upwards, though it's like there's a block in his mind that's preventing him from getting past the flinch of expecting fire and poison. With one last strong kick, he surfaces and hauls in oxygen in panicked, heavy hauls, the breath he never expected to take again. He reaches for his revolver, out of habit, but there's nothing at hand on him beyond the straps of a bag and a pair of clothes better suited to the hospital than war. Grasping the stones, he feels a little too unsteady to haul himself over the edge just yet, but he digs his fingernails into stonework and pries himself up until he can roll to the ground, collapsing in a wet heap.

He's breathing. He's ... alive? Steve can't see how that's possible, not unless he failed his mission, and if he'd done that, then there are bigger things to worry about. He needs to get up and find out what happened. He needs to find Chief or Charlie or Sami or --

Steve closes his eyes and thinks about Diana, wishing they'd had more time. Maybe he's managed to get lucky and get himself out a tight mess (though he hasn't got the first idea how), but that doesn't mean that he gets to stop working. Hauling himself to a sitting position, he clambers to his feet when he sees someone passing in the distance through blurred vision and wet lashes. "Hey," he calls, coughing up residual water. "Wait, wait, just hold a second, please," he adds, straining to get his legs to work, but he's still so shaky, the explosion is still so fresh in his mind.

bearings

It's sort of like going back in time to his childhood, Steve thinks as he maps his way around the village, using the measure of his step in order to gauge distances and horizons as best as he can. The houses look strangely unfamiliar, built with materials that Steve doesn't really recognize, but there's common buildings that he can pick out and name with ease. He ventures towards the mill and the inn, takes his time with a few of the other public structures, but eventually, makes his way back to the fountain to take inventory of what's in his bag.

He doesn't find any weapons, which is the first thing he's looking for. After so many years working with the BEF under their intelligence arm, Steve's not entirely sure how comfortable he feels being unarmed, which is something he'll have to fix soon enough. Until then, his own two fists will need to do the trick.

There's a whole wall of things he's not thinking about right now, like the part where he's probably dead and he probably burned up in a haze of poison and smoke, but somehow he's managed to come out of it with a body and a pair of gray hospital scrubs? That's what Steve doesn't understand, not to mention if this is supposed to be heaven or hell, he'd expect something out of it.

Adjusting on his knees as he starts to repack his bag, he glances at his surroundings again and tries to decide which way to go. Without a compass, he'll have to go the old-fashioned way, but with the sun high in the sky, he figures he's got time enough to choose. "North," he says aloud, squinting and trying to get his bearings. "Time to head North."

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Moana had been balancing on the pads of her feet, near the ceiling, when Steve wandered into the mill. She'd always been an excellent climber and given that some in the village weren't as agile she'd taken it upon herself to do the work that happened to be in high places.

When she heard the soft scrapping of boots against dirt her head turned towards the door. It didn't take Moana long to realize that she didn't know Steve and it took even less time for her to wobble and fall from her perch. There was a soft cry as she fell and then a thud as her butt collided with the ground. "Ouch." She rubbed at her lower back, pushing herself to her feet.

Moana wasn't dressed in scrubs. She wore the island dress she had made with the materials that she had found in the valley. The two layers of her skirt were tied with a navy blue sash that, given Steve's subterfuge history, he'd be able to tell came from the same sort of material as the scrubs that he was currently wearing. Her middle was exposed and a soft fabric, threaded with fish like designs, circled her torso. Moana had pulled her hair back into a bun though her fall had shaken it loose.

"Hi." She was a little awkward after being caught off guard. "Can I help you?"

He's not expecting to find someone in the mill when he wanders in, but at the same time, he's also not sure that he could've continued his exploration without bumping into someone at some point. After years of elbows pressed together and too many voices shouting over each other and sharing space in the war, it's eerie to be without here. He winces when he watches her fall, instantly pushing forward to help (even though his surprise arrival had definitely caused the issue).

"You ah," Steve starts, looking her over and trying to figure out where he is, because some of the other people he'd seen made him think this was some kind of hospital for the ill, but she looks like she came right out of some antiquated poster for the isles. "You wouldn't happen to know where I am, do you?" he asks, wondering if this is another island like Themyscira, something else to get used to.

Moana wasn't a good representation of the sort of people that Steve will find in the village. To start, her skin was darker and her hair was wildly curly, falling to her waist now that it's unbound. Her clothing was handmade and reflected the styles of her islands instead of the scrubs that they'd all arrived in. The only indication of Moana's scrubs was the navy blue fabric around her hips that she used as a belt. If Itiiti, her pet pig had been there, it might have made Moana even more confusing.

"I don't think the village has a name." She pondered that for a moment, curling her toes against the ground as she allowed her thoughts to twist and turn freely through her head. "I call it Leai Se Mea." She held up a finger with a smile. "It means unknown in my island's language." It wasn't a secret that Moana was from an island.

"Are you new? Because this is a different realm."

"I've done different realms before," he says, still staring around him like the words are coming out of him automatically while he tries to get his bearings, even while they talk, "I didn't really understand it then, either." He'd been so occupied with his mission and getting back to London that he hadn't spent that much time thinking about the veil around Themyscira or where it was on a map.

Now, though, it's hard not to think about it when it's happened to him a whole second time. "I don't know if I can be new," he adds, breathing in deeply and feeling air rush into his lungs, his heart beating, and then, on the exhale, he's still there. "I'm pretty sure that I can't have a body," he says, patting himself down absently. "Not after what just happened."

Moana had been to at least one other realm before this one. Both instances involved uncomfortable circular water filled portals. It felt as if the water connected everything though she'd been told that it wasn't exactly the case. "It doesn't always make sense." She admitted with a sheepish smile. This place continued to not make sense to her, Moana was just stubborn.

"Why can't you have a body?" She took a closer look at him, her head canting to the side as she walked around him. "You look like you have a body to me." She would have poked his side except that she knew it was rude.

"Did something happened? I was told that a few people arrived here after being hurt." She didn't want to say dead. "When they came out of the fountain they were perfectly fine."

"Let's just say it was a fiery end," Steve says, glad that he's avoided a more cringeworthy quip that involves going out with a bang, mainly because he's still wary of flinching at even the thought of explosions right now, the memory still too close to him even after being presented with a brand new challenge to face.

"Look, what happened, after that, I shouldn't be breathing, let alone be solid," he says, choosing to focus on the incredible impossibility of his current being. "Is this the afterlife? Something past death?"

Moana shook her head. "Nope. Though I thought the same thing when I arrived." She thought that she had been drown and then she pulled herself from the fountain. Moana only realized that it wasn't the case when she went home for a short 24 hours.

"You aren't the only one to show up fine when they shouldn't be. Others here are like that too." Even others who are gone…

Moana pushed the thought of Jyn away and focused instead on the man in front of her. "We don't know very much about this village or who brought us here but you're safe. Mostly." No accounting for weather or other strange happenings.

He opens his mouth to protest, because there's one thing to be dead and doubt it, but, "I mean, I don't want to sound like I'm saying you're not being honest and telling me the truth, but I guess that truth is hard to believe?" he admits, still grasping for whatever straw he can manage to get hold of.

"I was on a plane that went up in flames, I..." Maybe this isn't something he should be fighting against so hard. Isn't it a good thing? Shouldn't Steve be happy?

"Sorry," he says, as he settles his mind. "I'm sorry, I should be a lot kinder to the person trying to explain this to me."

Moana shook her head. "You don’t have to believe me." What he believed didn’t change anything and Moana could easily understand his skepticism. "When I first arrived I had been drowning and it was winter here. I’ve had a lot of time to think about it but I still don’t have any answers." Moana was very aware that she had no idea what she was talking about.

"What I mean is…" Her fingers curled into a fist, lightly bumping against her thigh. It was a nervous habit of hers. "Sometimes it’s okay not to know. I’ll help if I can but we all have to figure it out too and this place…" Her voice trailed off as she looked around the mill.

"It doesn’t always make it easy."

Easy hasn't been Steve's life for a long time, which is something he'd been getting used to (again) and though he thinks that he'd been doing a decent job, he still thinks that there's so much he doesn't understand. He should be kind to the woman that's been helping him and Steve tries to make sure that he gives her the best smile he can, trying to seem appreciative and gracious, because it's still better than nothing.

"Sorry, this is all..." He gestures around him expansively. "I've been in some strange situations, recently, but I think this one is the one that's giving me some problems," he confesses, as bluntly honest as he can be. "I don't mean to take it out on you."

Moana shook her head, tousling thick curls of dark hair. "It isn't your fault or my fault that we're here. It's hard but if we work together we can make it a little easier." She met his forced smile with one of her own. Up until recently, Moana had felt that confidence and strength waver, she didn't want to let that happen anymore. She was going to try her best and help in what ways she could.

"Have you been to the inn yet? There is some information on a board there and a map." It wasn't a good map but it was one that Moana occasionally glanced at. She had most of the area memorized, except for the forest, which was always changing. "It isn't much." She confessed with an awkward tilt to her smile. "But I want to help if I can."

She stepped forward then and held out her hand. "I'm Moana."

Steve's already decided that he likes her, mainly because she's speaking in a way that he understands. The war's made him understand that if you don't work together, you'll be doomed, so best to get serious and get working, because that's the only way that things will work.

"I haven't," he admits, though he's willing to go anywhere that he can get some information. If he can get that, he's already a step ahead of where he'd been with Themyscira. Reaching out to shake her hand firmly, he gives her the warmest smile he can muster, still a little overwhelmed. "I'm Steve."

Moana's smile grew when he agreed to accept her help. She liked helping but understood when new people wanted to wander around on their own.

"This is the mill. They're trying to fix it up to get power to the houses." Though Moana had no idea what this power will do because there was no electricity where she was from. "The inn is back towards town. I'll show you the way." She gestured with a wave of her hand and headed towards the door of the mill.

She paused before stepping outside, turning to look behind her like she had forgotten something. When she was sure that she hadn't, she led them back towards the inn.

He'd drifted towards the mill because of the seeming use of it. It's more than an inn, he'd figured, because it had a purpose and it did something. Still, if where they keep their information is at the inn, then he's not going to argue an established practice so much as he's willing to roll with it and adapt, keeping his nose down and trying not to make trouble.

"Moana," he echoes her name, glancing at her appearance. "Are you from the West coast?" he asks. "Maybe your family immigrated in?" It's a long shot, he suspects, but he's still trying to make sense of this whole thing.

Moana looked over at him, her dark eyes reflecting the thoughtful musings that skittered like chipmunks in her head. "West from which coast?" She asked, because it wasn’t obvious. She has talked to a lot of people about their homes and as far as Moana was able to deduce they were completely different realms or locations that span between oceans.

After realizing that she wouldn’t be able to answer him she tried to explain. "I’m from an island." She waved a hand to try and gesture what it’s rough shape looked like. "No one was allowed to leave my island… I did recently, right before I came here."

She had left her island to find the demi-god Maui and to return the heart of Te Fiti.

"United States?" he offers, but it's with less conviction than he'd been speaking with before, since he's starting to get the idea that maybe she's not from anywhere he knows, which means that maybe he needs to be a little more careful before he opens his big mouth and goes around assuming things. Steve needs to start treating this more like it's back to basic spywork and wait for information to come to him.

"Did your island have a name?" he asks, wondering if hers had been one of the ones just like Diana's, as if there could be more than one out there.

"I've heard of it but I haven't been there. Some of the people here told me about the cities… Chicago and New York." Moana pronounced the names a little awkwardly. She was still getting used to saying them and they sounded weird to her.

Her smile brightened when he asked about her island. "I'm from Motunui." She liked talking about her island. "My people don't leave the island much anymore but a long time ago they used to be voyagers." Her hands spread out as if she was trying to shape an image in the air. "I found this cavern with huge canoes."

It was the last exciting memory she had…

"I haven't seen any of them in years," Steve admits, struck by how long it's been since he'd been home. It's not as long as some of the others in the war, but he's been there for almost two years. Had been there. Was there. Steve's still not sure which tense to use for this sort of thing, because he's still not used to being alive when he'd made his peace with dying to try and save the day.

"Motunui," he echoes, trying it again until he pronounces it like she does. "So, your people..." He's trying to be gentle about this, trying not to insult her. "Are you related to gods? Have any special powers or something?"

Moana blinked. "Not related." She replied softly.

"We have our stories about the gods but-" Her voice trailed off and it was clear that her mind was slowly drifting to other places. "Maui is the demi-god of Wind and Sea. I was supposed to find him, to save my people." It was more complicated than that but Moana didn't know if she could go into all the details now.

She was unsteady and unsure. Her finger lightly played with the seashell necklace around her throat.

"Did you?" He asks that with a lot more calm than he might have a few weeks ago, but then, he also hadn't run into Ares, God of War a few weeks ago, so Steve's beginning to understand that he'd been playing with a deck missing a few cards, truthfully. "How come you had to find him to save your people? What was wrong?"

It's a stark contrast to Diana seeking out Ares to destroy him, but then, this whole business about gods is way past Steve's pay-grade, as far as he's concerned.

Moana looked up at Steve with a thoughtful stare. "There is a legend among my people." She began in a soft voice. "In the beginning there was the mother island known as Te Fiti. She granted the other islands with life. It was said; she got the power from her heart. Many sought the heart until one day Maui stole it." She paused, her fingers running over the shell around her neck.

"Maui lost the heart to the sea, as well as his magical fish hook. After the heart was taken darkness fell over the world and began to suck the life of island after island." She knew that he might not believe her but he had asked. "That darkness came to my island. The ocean choose me to sail across the seas and return the heart of Te Fiti." She slipped the heart from the necklace around her throat. It was a green stone with a spiral towards its center. At one point it had glowed, now it was dead.

"I wasn't able to return it before I was brought here…"

Pragmatic and logic have their place, Steve tells himself, and after everything he's seen, he needs to keep an open mind. Still, it's a whole lifetime of rational thought of good and bad and gray that he's trying to get over, which means that as much as he's willing to listen, he's still wary as he hears the story.

"That sounds like one big mission," he says, giving her a half-smile as he thinks about how Diana's probably sounded just as heavy. "Did you have any help along the way?"

"Maui. I found him. He was going to help me return the heart." After a lot of convincing and helping him return his hook.

Moana studied Steve curiously, her eyes large and dark as she thought about his question. "You believe me?" She wasn't used to that, a few people believed her and a few others thought she was crazy. Until the heart had arrived in the village everyone thought that she was crazy or using some metaphor.

"Here's the inn." She pointed to the building as they came up to it. A medium sized pig was sitting near the front door and it stood as Moana approached. "Hey Itiiti. You could have come with me." Spoke in reply to his snort before looking back at Steve. "It's this way."

"I guess, a little," Steve admits. Diana's story isn't his to tell, so he doesn't launch into why he believes her, but at the same time, it's opened up his mind enough to know that not everything can be explained with reason and practicality. It's probably not something he completely buys into, but he's willing to try.

Steve glances up at the building, glancing at the others in relation to where it stands, not sure if he's looking for anything in particular. "Why do you have a pig?" he asks warily. "Were you a farmer on your island too?"

Moana laughed. "No. I'm the daughter of the village chief. Itiiti here showed up in a box at my door. He helps me find mushrooms and roots for the meals here. He's my friend." It wasn't that weird to have a pig for a friend.

She pushed her way inside, holding the door open for both Itiiti and Steve. "So the bulletin board is here. It has information of things that have happened. The sun not setting, the hail storm and earthquakes too." She walked over to where it was and pointed to it. "I think almost everything is up here." Moana had been there since before winter though she knew others who had been there longer.

Bearings~ Mill

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