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Dominick "Sonny" Carisi, Jr. ([personal profile] ottimismo) wrote in [community profile] sixthiterationlogs2016-12-15 05:12 pm

001 ✝ there's an angel with a hand on my head

WHO: Sonny Carisi
WHERE: The fountain and the inn
WHEN: 12/14
OPEN TO: Everyone
WARNINGS: Nooothing? Will update as needed.
STATUS: Open



THE FOUNTAIN

At first, Sonny thinks he's dreaming.

There was a place their parents would take him and his sisters on vacation when they were little. As he got older, he learned that they were really just visiting his mother's family in Jersey, which really isn't much of a vacation at all when you live in New York. But they always got to swim in their auntie's pool while they were there, and Sonny would swim until his fingers were wrinkly and his eyes were red from the chlorine and his mother had to tell him three separate times that it was time for dinner.

He and his sisters got older. They did more sunbathing than swimming, and Sonny found he enjoyed helping his mom and aunt around the kitchen more than taking a dip in the pool.

Still, this reminds him of that, at first. The water's around him, warm to the touch, and it takes him a moment to realize he's not, in fact, dreaming, but that the burning in his lungs is real. He's drowning.

It's all instinct after that. The water presses around him, pushing him upwards, and Sonny kicks his feet, straining towards the lighter part of the water. He doesn't think about how he got in the water, or what body of water he could possibly be in. He only thinks about getting out, about breathing, about breaking the surface. And when he manages that, it's with a dramatic gasp of air, his lungs expanding painfully as he pulls in a much needed breath. One hand gropes blindly until he finds stone, gripping the edge of the fountain.

A fountain. He's in a fountain. He blinks water out of his eyes, pushing his sopping hair back with one hand. It occurs to him quite suddenly that the water wasn't warm, but that he was numb. It's sleeting, and it stabs at his exposed arms painfully. He's aware that there's a backpack strapped to his back, but more important, where the hell is he?

"Hello?" he calls out, and he can't even be bothered by how silly it feels.


THE INN

Eventually, he gets some answers, though not very many. And in the process of that, he manages his way to the inn, where he changes into dry clothes that are apparently his and sits down beside the fire to warm up. His hair's an unkempt mess and his bones still feel cold, his eyes tired. He's hungry, too. But he's too busy thinking for anything like food or sleep.

He tugs his backpack into his lap, digging through it a second time to review what's inside. Like maybe it'll hold more answers than it did before. This is what he does, though. Review, and review again, and again, until something looks different, until you notice something new.

After all, he is a cop.

[personal profile] ex_assertiveness90 2016-12-19 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
Stella's impression of the situation has also been that isolating herself isn't going to work, but that doesn't mean she needs to make friends with everyone, either. The expression that crosses her face is only faintly reminiscent of an answering smile, but when he offers his hand she takes it, her own grip confident.

"Stella Gibson." She pauses, considering, then decides to sit down in the chair she'd stopped next to. "About a month, give or take a few days."

Saying that out loud, making it real, unsettles her, though she's trying not to show it. A lot can happen in a month. She catches herself worrying about her investigation back in Belfast, about whether Spector is alive or dead, about who is going to prosecute him now that she's not there. The most frustrating thing is not being able to do a damned thing about it; the loss of control rankles, to say the very least.

"It takes some getting used to," is what she says, finally.

[personal profile] ex_assertiveness90 2016-12-27 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
It's not that she's antisocial, precisely. Stella has friends, even close ones, back home in London, and she'd started to make a friend or two in Belfast. But she is simply used to remaining detached, most of the time, especially from people who shouldn't be dragged into her work.

That, specifically, isn't relevant here, though it's something she's still coming to terms with.

"Mm. You'll miss a lot of things. We're expected to survive on our own here, with limited resources. Our captors are quite fickle."

There's something of an edge on the word captors, a bit of anger she's keeping in check through sheer practice. Stella is entirely too conscious of the fact that the village and its surroundings are just one big cage.

[personal profile] ex_assertiveness90 2016-12-29 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
"About fifty or so," says Stella, settling into her chair a little and crossing her legs, deceptively casual. "Normally you would be right, but I'm not sure this situation is quite so straightforward. We're all brought here through that fountain; no one has seen by whom, and no one knows why. Occasionally we're given gifts, without knowing where they come from or who left them. Just last month a feast appeared in the dining room here overnight, when we're typically left to fend for ourselves."

Her tone goes a little flat on that last sentence, remembering the feast and how it had just been a distraction so none of them would notice a woman being murdered outside in the cold. There's a pause while Stella takes a sip of her tea, then, "This will sound like an odd question, but what year was it for you before you got here?"

[personal profile] ex_assertiveness90 2017-01-03 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
"Because last I recall, it was early May, 2012," she says, "and I've met a woman here who claims to have come from the year 1947."

It's information Stella legitimately doesn't know what to do with. She doesn't want to suggest that they're all caught up in some sort of mass delusion, nor — despite what she has been told by others since she's been here — does she really want to believe that someone's altering their memories or perceptions. The idea that they're all from some sort of alternate timelines occurred to her once, briefly, but was immediately dismissed as nonsense, pure science fiction at best.

On the other hand, she has no other, more logical explanation for what's going on here. As a woman specifically predisposed to tangible evidence and verifiable facts, it's profoundly unsettling.

"As I've said, it's not exactly straightforward."

[personal profile] ex_assertiveness90 2017-01-06 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
"It's not." That is a fact, baldly stated because Stella has no interest in dancing around the truth — the truth that none of this is actually possible, not in any frame of reference that makes sense. And yet, here they are.

"I've no problem with theorizing, but it's difficult to know where to begin." And no — she doesn't consider supernatural alternatives a viable starting point. "I think it's clear this isn't a dream or a hallucination."

Things function as they realistically should; she's found herself able to keep track of time normally. All of this is real, or so close to reality that she can't tell the difference.

"Aside from that, all we've got is a series of guesses."

[personal profile] ex_assertiveness90 2017-01-22 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
Coincidentally, Stella is also thinking she wishes she had the bulletin board from her office back in Belfast to lay all of this information out on — what little of it they have. Information is not exactly in ready supply here. She's sure that's completely intentional.

"That this is an experiment, of some sort," she says. "We're being kept here to see how well we manage to survive, if we can cooperate or if we turn on each other. Perhaps to see what happens when we're separated, isolated from familiar places and people." Her brow creases in a slight frown. "I'm not certain how to account for the differences in how we recall time. Other people have said they believe their memories have been altered, but obviously that can't be proven."

Drugs, perhaps, or hypnotic suggestion — legitimate things that might be responsible for lost time or lost memory. The prospect is profoundly uncomfortable for Stella, which might be evident in the way she sets her tea down and crosses her arms, less nervous than sheerly perturbed.

[personal profile] ex_assertiveness90 2017-01-23 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
"Well, think about the timeframe. We've not all gone missing at once. The arrivals seem to be staggered. Perhaps they're chipping away at groups of people in bits and pieces — less likely to draw attention."

Still, even as she says it, Stella knows something's not right. That's an awful lot of missing persons reports, and some of the people here — herself included — work in occupations where a disappearance would be noticed immediately.

She tries not to think about the panic that must be Operation Musicman right now, with its Senior Investigating Officer suddenly vanished into what must look like thin air. Someone would have taken over for her, she knows, but she still feels as if she's abandoned her post even though she rationally knows it's not her fault.

Stella looks over at Sonny, just weighing him for a second, and then a very, very slight smile crosses her expression. "You wouldn't happen to be a cop, would you?"

It's a guess, but there's something about his demeanor — it probably shows in hers, too.

[personal profile] ex_assertiveness90 2017-02-01 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
"Metropolitan Police. London," she adds, realizing she might need to specify even if the Met is the oldest continuously operating police force in the world. "I've been with the CID nearly twenty years," and that's less bragging and more just a statement of fact, although there might be a little bravado there.

Stella isn't yet sure how she feels about Sonny personally, but it's strangely reassuring to encounter someone here who shares her profession, who might have been a colleague in other circumstances. She finds there's a specific perspective to being a police officer that isn't easily understood by other people who don't do the work. That's insular, perhaps, but it's also true.

"I'm afraid we're rather short on investigative tools," she says. "It's not simple to try to keep track of what's going on here when we've hardly any paper or writing instruments."