Rinoa knows she would give up, because she's done it before. She gave up in space. She gave up on being frozen. She gave up fighting a few times. She also stubbornly searched for Squall, and went back to the others when they were arrested. So it's a mix, but when things got that rough, she didn't fight. There's so much possibility of darkness within her, and she feels it sometimes, along the edges, making her anxious.

"Back home, I have power, and I don't want it. But I can't change that. And it makes things different, for me and maybe for them." It is strange to feel this confessional at a party, but apparently Aqua brought that out in her. "I'm not sure if believing in me is the right call. Other people like me have done the wrong thing because of that power." And yes, her thinking about it, her being aware of it, makes it slightly less likely to happen. It's still there.

"So sometimes I wonder if being a true friend there means not putting myself on them."