sixthiterationlogs | howling in the hills

WHO: Vasquez
WHERE: The Woods
WHEN: November 27 - December 2
OPEN TO: OTA
WARNINGS: Animal Transformation

What Great Fur You Have

After he'd healed from his illness, Vasquez probably should have been more thankful for his good health.

Instead, he's quickly remembered all the secrets about himself that he had given up. He remembered confessing about his fears, showing his weakness, and worse, he thinks he remembers telling Faraday things that he'd vowed to keep inside. For sure, he shouldn't have told him how Rose Creek had ended, because thinking about that gory conclusion wasn't good for anyone. When he'd healed, he'd marched himself down to that bunker where it had a machine for powers and he did what any cowardly man who never took responsibility for anything or anyone would do.

He turned himself into a wolf and went out into the wilderness, knowing that so long as he was an animal, he wouldn't have to talk about any feelings.

Unfortunately, it also means that you don't get to eat so easy and raw venison is not something Vasquez likes, which is why there's a wolf sitting outside of a house, making whining sounds and pawing at the window, pleading for whatever food is inside. He's not eating raw meat, not unless he absolutely has to, and he didn't even do that when he'd been half-starving in a dead man's cabin.

Human Skin

Eventually, he knows that this transformation won't last forever. When he'd gone to the machine, it had said a week, and counting the days, Vasquez knows that his time is quickly coming up. Of course, he didn't exactly plan it completely, because when the week is up, he's nowhere near the clothes he'd hidden, which leaves him standing near the outskirts of the south village (more in it than out), hands over his personal area, cheeks flush with red.

This is definitely not how he had intended to end this, and he knows that getting all the way back to the house isn't an option. Even stealing something isn't such a good idea, because he doesn't want to burst into anyone's house like this.

They might get the wrong idea.

So, it looks like a kind gesture is all that's going to save Vasquez, and a little humiliation until then. "Morning," he greets the nearest person with a smile, fucking freezing. "Maybe, I don't know, you have a jacket you can give me? I think it would be best for everyone if I could get some clothes."

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Right now, that's where Vasquez is. The trouble is that he could get an answer one way or the other, but only if he asks the question. Until then, he's being a coward and not asking because he doesn't want to know. He can pretend, maybe, that it could still all work out.

"I have someone now," he admits. "And it's not the same feelings as I have for the other man, but it's someone. I'm being shitty to both of them, I think." He should just go talk to Faraday, but fuck if he isn't scared.

Kat didn't blink. "That is shitty of you. Does your someone know?" She wasn't being judgmental but from an outside perspective, Vasquez was being a dick. Emotions were unavoidable at times but he should at least be honest with those around him.

"If you wait too long, you'll end up hurt and possibly with no one." Her tone was gentle but honest.

He nods his head. "Yes, I was doing this with him before he got here, but it's not serious, no feelings. Not like that," he clarifies, because Bobo is definitely a good friend, but there's no depth of want or need like he feels for Faraday.

"Can't just be a wolf forever?" he quips, trying to make light of it, but he knows what she means. "I should probably have to go talk to him, don't I?"

Kat smiled sympathetically. "It'd be easier but no. You can't be a wolf forever." She paused thoughtfully and then gestured towards the kitchen. "If you'd like a place to run away too, why not come here? It's just me and I wouldn't mind the company."

She took a sip of her tea and then continued. "But yes, you should talk to them. Be honest. I'm sure it'll work out."

It would be so much easier if he were, but then he would miss out on so many human things that he loves. The food, the sex, and even just the pleasure of skin on skin curling up at night. "I could use a place to come and talk to someone. Friends hasn't been something I'm used to having," Vasquez admits.

The talking part, he knows he'll need to do, but he still hates that it has to happen. "If it doesn't, I'll be here with some of my liquor to complain about it."

Kat smiled at him. "You're always welcome here. Though I might ask you to start bringing food with that liquor." Her smile widened a bit and her emerald green eyes glittered with mirth. If he was going to stop by, she'd make sure that there was enough food for him as well as herself.

"I usually keep the backdoor unlocked."

Even if she wasn't home, he could come to the house and escape.

"I have enough from the butcher shop, I could manage," he says, thinking that Bobo would like him enough to give him some scraps to use, even if he'd probably give him a glare. He laughs and thinks that if he's a wolf, he's not getting to use the backdoor, so he'd best be human.

"Maybe I won't be so much of an idiot next time I sneak into your house for food," he even suggests cheerfully, though he's not so convinced yet.

"I'll make sure to keep some clothes on hand unless you are." Kat smiled at him. She'd install a doggy door if he wanted her too. She didn't really have guests and she enjoyed having Vasquez around. He had his own quirks but he was also very similar to people she knew from the city.

"I plan to try and stay here through winter. Unless the snow gets too bad then I'll be at the inn." Which meant that he could run away to her house but she wouldn't be here and it wouldn't be warm. Kat hoped she had enough firewood to last the winter but she wasn't sure.

Vasquez nods, because he'd been at the inn long enough, but now he needs a little bit of something different. There had been too many people there and it had been good for him to be there, at least until he found his footing, but with Bobo and Faraday, he's better.

At least, he thinks he'll be better.

That requires talking to Faraday and probably to Bobo. "I'll come visit the wise woman whenever I can," he guarantees, because it's not all flattery when it's true.

Kat rolled her eyes but was smiling at the compliment. She didn't get them often and it was hard to believe that it was any more than vain flattery but she had a feeling that Vasquez wasn't the sort of person who complimented someone unless he really meant it.

"Just remember what I said about the food." Though she'd try and keep a little more food in the house anyway. It was difficult to grab extra food from the inn. She had tried setting traps in the woods behind her house but they hadn't been yielding much and the one time it did work, the animal had been alive and Kat couldn't bring herself to kill it.

She had grown up in a city and hadn't had to see where hamburgers came from.

"You can stay for as long as you like but I should check on my plants in the other room." She moved them inside before the cold hit and she was trying to keep them alive. If Kat had to live off vegetation, then she would.

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