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sixthiterationlogs2017-09-20 07:43 pm
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"Forget about the bloody gods and listen to what I am telling you"
WHO: Margaery Tyrell
WHERE: The Village
WHEN: 9/19
OPEN TO: All
WARNINGS: Visions of things that could be triggering
The specimen room hadn't left her mind, neither had the collection of thoughts and worries it had created in her. As much as she wanted to brush it aside, there were too many questions about what was happening to them. Whether or not it had been an illusion or some game. Then there was the deeper fear, rooted and coiled about her mind. What if none of this was real? The vials, the samples, it was of them, of all of them. Her analytical mind didn't want to take everything at face value, but fear far too often took control.
Her only means of escaping those thoughts was to focus on something else, specifically the ability that seemed to emerge out of nowhere. Perhaps once she could have brushed it aside as nothing, but these visions were coming true. Despite the headache it could cause her, she found herself trying to summon one, staring off into the distance as she mentally struggled to unleash the ability, if only to control it.
It was why she was standing in the open field, just beyond the ruined houses. Her eyes locked ahead at the forest. This was where she had seen the barn in her vision, the first of the images to appear. Perhaps if she concentrated enough, she could find the will to bring those images back. Her head was starting to ache, something that for a moment gave hope, until she realized she was concentrating too hard.
Frustrated, she placed a hand against her face and turned, ramming into someone behind her. "Forgive me." She let her hand fall, a weary smile on her face. "I didn't hear you come up."
WHERE: The Village
WHEN: 9/19
OPEN TO: All
WARNINGS: Visions of things that could be triggering
The specimen room hadn't left her mind, neither had the collection of thoughts and worries it had created in her. As much as she wanted to brush it aside, there were too many questions about what was happening to them. Whether or not it had been an illusion or some game. Then there was the deeper fear, rooted and coiled about her mind. What if none of this was real? The vials, the samples, it was of them, of all of them. Her analytical mind didn't want to take everything at face value, but fear far too often took control.
Her only means of escaping those thoughts was to focus on something else, specifically the ability that seemed to emerge out of nowhere. Perhaps once she could have brushed it aside as nothing, but these visions were coming true. Despite the headache it could cause her, she found herself trying to summon one, staring off into the distance as she mentally struggled to unleash the ability, if only to control it.
It was why she was standing in the open field, just beyond the ruined houses. Her eyes locked ahead at the forest. This was where she had seen the barn in her vision, the first of the images to appear. Perhaps if she concentrated enough, she could find the will to bring those images back. Her head was starting to ache, something that for a moment gave hope, until she realized she was concentrating too hard.
Frustrated, she placed a hand against her face and turned, ramming into someone behind her. "Forgive me." She let her hand fall, a weary smile on her face. "I didn't hear you come up."

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He'd only gotten a few days back before the less useful of his gifts returned, strong as it's been since he arrived. This time, he's trying not to run. This time, he's trying not to lose anyone. But he still finds himself wandering the canyon, giving himself breaks from the larger groups, and he can't imagine touching anyone. Even with the fabric of her dress against his hand, he pulls away once he's sure she's holding herself up: there's some kind of ire under his skin that wasn't there before, and a pinch behind his eye.
He's not going to run. He's not going to be rude. Kira backs up a step like it's space he's giving, instead of taking, and looks around them. "I called your name a couple of times," he points out, "but I was still on the other side of the field."
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She felt herself kicking and clawing at the air, fighting against the weight of the water and the bursting relief that filled her heart. Loss, despair, replaced by hope and relief.
All at once, it disappeared and she was gasping on the ground, her hand clutching her head as she looked back up at Kira, seeing him but not registering at first who he was. She blinked, pressing the palm of her hand against her eyes. "Kira?" That was his name, she thinks.
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Some of them happened like this. Some people only feigned the spectacle of the fits. He can't imagine Margaery trained to do either, and the pain and fear is enough to have him breathing between gently parted teeth when she looks up at him and asks a question with his name.
He doesn't know the answer: she's apparently stolen that ability from him. "Yes," is all he can say, remembering the old tricks in his moment of need. Ground under his feet. Grass against his legs. Those are his lungs breathing, that's his heart beating. He's one person in a body, and he can touch her. This crisis isn't his, and he doesn't need to run from it. Instead of offering a hand down, though, he crouches at her newly strewn feet, the grass brushing up to his elbows. "What happened," he asks, then, eschewing the pretense: "what did you see?"
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She pressed her palm to her eyes again, trying to force away the blooming pain. It seemed to radiate through her head, causing little things to slip away. Names, days, for a moment, she even forgot why she was in the field. There was only the images in her head, fresh and sharp.
"I saw a coat." She murmured, describing it to him. "There was blood on it. I can still smell it. There was the fountain as well. I felt as if I were drowning in it." There was loss and pain too, but that was harder to put to words. "I feel emotions sometimes, not just images." She paused. "How did you know I was having a vision?"
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And Margaery had seen it when he touched her. Everything missing had just echoed back through his palm.
His face doesn't fall as she speaks, only grows more placid. The curiosity frosts over, and he clings to the calm of summer grass waving around them, insect song. "I grew up with people who had them," is as much as he admits. "I've seen them at work all my life."
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She gave a soft sigh, pressing her fingers against her temple, trying to make the pain go away. For a moment, she forgot where she was and who she was speaking to, his name slipping away from her again. "Kira?" She asked once more.
It was a relief to know that this wasn't something she was suffering on her own. She had heard of others that claimed to see the future, but it seemed only like stories until now. "Do they get any easier? The pain from them?"
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He can't press her, not yet. He needs to let her sit, and breathe. "Yes, Margaery," he answers, as if she might have lost her own name too.
That much he doesn't know. Only a very strong gift for prophecy could break the mind that used it, and even his mother hadn't been that good. It was a common gift, in doses, but his family had always excelled at something else. His mother with her charms, him with his empathy, his sister with--they didn't talk much about his sister's gift, it was so slight. They preferred to give her a normal life. "I don't know," he answers truthfully, holding out his hand for her to take if it might steady her, for all that it would likely unbalance him. "They didn't always pain the people I knew. Usually only during, and they were fine with a little rest. Are you--does it keep hurting? Have you told anyone you're unwell?"
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The sad truth was that she had lost her name for a moment, along with a number of other things. Just as soon as it flickered in her mind, it returned at full force. The village. She was in the village.
Discussing these things were difficult for her, even before the visions. Discomfort and troubles were something she never brought up, hiding them away as she focused on others. Only now was she learning to do so, which was all the better for her. With this new ability, she didn't have the luxury of keeping it to herself. "It begins to hurt just before I have a vision and then the pain stays with me for awhile afterwards." She admitted softly. "Robb knows about the visions as does Jude, but I don't think they know how much it hurts."
She paused, her heart hammering in her chest. "No one else knows that I am starting to forget things."
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That's less and less true, the further he gets from home. Less and less true as the village takes people away.
It's taking Margaery slower, he thinks. He might only know as of today, but in his own gifts, building over the last couple of months, he can feel the pain. The flash of it in the vision, the lingering cloud of it in the air over their heads. Like a fog so thick it clogs the sinuses, sparks some rebellion of nerves behind the eyes. "You should tell Mark," is the first thing he says, and he realizes he should do the same. "Everyone's powers disappeared after Credence, but clearly they're--they can still come back. How much are you forgetting?"
His future might have something ugly and uncertain ahead, but her present is ugly and uncertain right now.
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He at least knew without her having to say anything. It was a relief that someone understood.
"Little things." Which was something, at least. "I forget names and places, where I am, who I am. It only lasts a moment before everything comes back. The pain in my head only lasts a day, but then it slowly disappears. It's the forgetting that worries me." There could come a day when she simply forgot everything, the very essence of herself. What would happen then? She would simply fade away and be left empty and blank.
"Why tell Mark?"
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Her question forces him to reassemble his idea of--well, her or Mark, and whether Mark is as important as Kira believes him to be. Having someone save you from hypothermia and tell you the world is a simulation might inflate things a bit. "Mark's the smartest person here," he still says, and he means it. "At least talk to Ravi or Helen, getting headaches and forgetting things is a serious medical problem."
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"No, it doesn't. My head hurts a great deal and I faint, but there is no blood." Yet. Given how it seemed to be increasing, it would be a shock if blood did suddenly appear. "I don't know if this is something a doctor can cure. The headaches aren't normal, none of this is. I don't think they would know how to make any of it stop."
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He'd never fainted or felt any pain after his own, but those months before the plague, he'd had to go upstairs and sleep after a particularly bad reading. Sometimes fate spoke louder to them all.
It's clearly been screaming at Margaery. "Do you remember the visions themselves, or do those fad as well?"
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As much as she wanted a solution or at least something to ease the pain, she had lived long enough in the village to know it was never that simple. An easy fix wasn't something she would find. The Observers were doing this for a reason and it required suffering. She wasn't self sacrificing or one to believe in punishment from the gods, but these Observers weren't such moralists. They seemed to simply enjoy their struggles.
"No, I remember them, for all the good they do. Sometimes they are simple pictures or feelings, vague."
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There isn't really a reason not to have the conversation in the grass, but it feels--vulnerable, unhelpful. She'd been staring into the trees before it happened; maybe he should take her away from them for awhile.
Standing first, he offered down his hand, knowing what it might be to touch her. "Why don't we get you inside for a bit, get you some water?"
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"I think I should rest as well." Sleep would be a relief, if she could find it. "Please, don't tell anyone about this yet. I'll speak to the healers when I am ready to, but I don't want anyone to worry or ask questions just yet. I'd rather know more first."
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He'd only have to suffer the distress with her if he did. He understands holding the cards close, especially things that feel like weaknesses, or something to be exploited--but even he's learned the value of information in their situation. If this is happening, can happen, someone like Mark needs to know.
Not begrudging her the desire to stand on her own, he simply backs off to give her space. "Let me walk you home," he asks; "Is there someone to stay with you? Anyone at all who knows what's going on?"
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"I will be all right." She gave him a soft smile, silently thanking him for his concerns. "Don't worry."
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He'd visited the cave himself, had spent a good deal of time within it staring at the artifacts behind the glass. It all seemed to him far beyond the reckoning of a man like himself, and while he'd not forgotten any of it, he'd managed to put it from his mind enough to get on with daily life. Winter was coming, however briefly, and would be here apparently before they knew it.
If it worried him a bit to find Margaery standing listlessly in the middle of a field, Robb attempted to shove that aside as well, at least for the moment.
"Didn't you hear me calling?" he asked, catching her by the elbow.
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"I was trying to see if those images would come again." There was no reason to hide any of this from her. However embarrassed she might be, she trusted him enough to understand why she wanted the visions to come again. "When we were together on the porch, I saw a barn here, right where we're standing. You and others were building it."
It wasn't a secret that she wanted to build a barn, but she never fully approached the project or gotten it moving. Seeing it though, it made it all seem more plausible. "I wanted to see if it would come back, if I were standing here."
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"We ought to build a barn," he said at length, and reached to tug Margaery in against him. "You've been wanting one, and the animals will need it come winter. If we start soon, there ought to be time enough to build it before the snows come."
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"The police station is becoming too crowded with the new arrivals. When winter comes, I won't be able to let them graze as often anymore. They need somewhere they can move around and be warm enough in." She shivered instinctively, not looking forward to the cold. "As will I."
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He didn't imagine it would be a large structure with the little time they had and what was on hand, but perhaps it could be improved upon in later seasons.
"You've taken up with the Starks now, my lady, you'll have to get more used to the cold," he added, and pressed a warm kiss to her brow. It seemed clear enough that he might have married Margaery back home had fate been kinder and presented the opportunity, but he still had a difficult time imagining her abiding the cold grayness of the North. She was truly a creature of the summer, lush and bright.
"I hear it helps to have a warm body in your bed," he added, arching his eyebrows.
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It would need consideration and planning. The project had long been on her mind and the thought of moving forward thrilled her, almost as much as having Robb at her side again.
"Roses wilt in winter, my lord, unless they are tended to. Do we have glass gardens for me to bloom in?" As much as she complained of the winter and cold (and she was far from fond of it), it was easier to manage and imagine now than before. She knew what to be prepared for and how cold it could truly become, as well as what to do to weather through it.
Despite her experience, she still found herself blushing as she returned his look with one of mild amusement. "Shall I place myself in your care and hands? Warmth is something I shall need often."
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"They've certainly had their share of practice in recent months, but it's possible more training is needed. You can never be too careful, you know. Frostbite can happen before you know it."
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"You do have clever hands." She lifted them, kissing each finger tenderly. Calloused, just like her own. "I will have to be careful not to let them become cold either. They need to remain warm and active."
She was grinning like mad, unable to stop even as the corners of her mouth ached. "That quickly? I think we may need to train them to respond the moment the cold comes."
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"That's likely wise," he agreed, sobering with a slow nod. Without warning, he reached for her, lifting her easily over his shoulder, arms holding her firmly across the backs of her knees. "Best to start now," he said, and turned to carry her back across the field.
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There was no question of that as Robb slung her over his shoulder and carted her across the fields. While the village was small, she knew there were eyes that could catch them. Somehow that made her laugh even more than she already was.
"You are very dedicated to training. No idle time spent walking, you merely carry your partner." Not that she was protesting. "And where are you abducting me to, my lord?"
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"If you know of a better place for my hands to practice their work than your bed, tell me, my lady. I'll gladly take you there."
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"I seem to recall a certain tree," she swatted him in encouragement. "You taught me to climb it. Where better to practice with your hands?"
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"Shall I carve our initials into it?" he called back to her, smirking.
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She placed her hands on her head, "Ah! I've had a vision just now. I see...I see you with me beneath the tree, spending the day practicing with your hands."
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"I was just picturing the very same thing; you must have given me your ability to look into the future. I saw it quite clearly."
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The large tree wouldn't be hard to find. It was the only one that rested on a gentle slope, slightly tiled, enough that it offered them some leverage. The gnarled branches just as she remembered them. "What else do you see, my lord? Perhaps we have another shared vision?"
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"I was thinking of a barn that could go here. Something for the animals."
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"I am surprised you haven't seen them grazing."
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Police stations, well, not precisely police, but he knows more about those in general. "Doesn't, um, sound like a good spot to keep a lot of animals in, no."
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Others seemed to have experienced Winter in some capacity before coming here, save for her. The temperature had been a shock to her and the snow had fallen so deep that she hadn't been able to leave her home sometimes. She didn't want the animals to suffer in that weather again.
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Arya couldn't help the little huff of surprise that slipped from her, eyes widening slightly. She... didn't remember everything perfectly from her feverish haze but she was well aware that she'd said some rather... damning things to a few of the others, Margaery included. She didn't think the woman would shout her secrets from the rooftops, that wasn't her way, but she wondered what she thought now. It was one thing to manipulate a situation and orchestrate someone's downfall indirectly, another thing to seek out that bloodshed herself. To take a more... direct approach.
She hadn't meant to avoid the woman, but she'd been uncertain how to approach the subject so it seemed it had happened accidentally.
"It's alright." A small, faint smile, a sort of peace offering or apology for that avoidance in a way, or at least a start of one. "I should have been paying more mind to my surroundings as well."
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Gently, she placed a hand on Arya's shoulder, giving it an affectionate squeeze. A small sign that she wasn't affected by the things that had been revealed in her delirium. It was likely that if she had been placed in a similar state, she might have said things as well that she wanted kept to herself.
"You're not hurt?" That was obvious, but the words were another attempt to show Arya that they didn't need to discuss it. Not unless she wanted to. Her eyes cast back towards the field, picturing that barn again, but no sign of her visions returned. "I thought I would see it again if I were standing her. I thought it would have significance."
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She could trust her with the things said in that dreamlike state, just as everything else she'd gleaned as they'd practiced their lies and that was enough for her.
"The visions?" Arya stood next to her, considering the field she'd been staring at so intently, tilting her head thoughtfully. "Maybe it's not coming because you've already gleaned the meaning of it?"
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"Perhaps?" It was possible, though she hadn't thought what that meaning might be. Aside from the obvious implication she would have a barn, everything was centered around Robb, not anything else.
Though...maybe the answer wasn't so hard to understand.
"Help distract me? Tell me about Braavos."