"He's the best man I've ever known," Peggy admits, which is hard for her to talk about, especially when he's not here. "Once I'd lost him, I tried to live my life in a way that could answer the question, 'would Steve do this', and I'm not sure I was able to, recently." Her life is far more filled with shades of grey than she'd like.

Certainly, with the SSR, she'd become someone that didn't live up to Steve's heights. "At the same time, he wasn't there," she says, bottling up the heartbreak. "So I don't suppose I owe him anything, do I?"