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Jon Snow ([personal profile] tooktheblack) wrote in [community profile] sixthiterationlogs2017-02-01 11:24 pm

005 🐺 riding the tail of the wind

WHO: Jon Snow
WHERE: the woods; the inn; House Stark
WHEN: 1 February
OPEN TO: all
WARNINGS: TBD
STATUS: open



I. LITTLE SON COME SAFELY HOME

Jon rose early as he always did but there was something different about the world today - the snow was gone. The ground was wet, yes, but it was not nearly as cold as it had been for the past two moons and the snow that had been ceaseless seemed to have stopped falling from the sky and had receded from the roofs and the ground below. Jon had never experienced a true spring thaw considering the nature of the seasons in Westeros but he had the sense that this was not the way it happened.

Exiting his home, he knelt down and touched the earth, letting the mud slip through his fingers before rising to his feet again. Hopefully with the melting of the snow his hunting would come easier and, with that goal in mind, he set out before sunrise with his bow and quiver.

This time in the woods was precious to him. It was a time to think, a time to gather his thoughts and steel himself for the day ahead. He did not mind this place so much. He knew that others hated it and longed to return home but for him, he had gifts here that he could not have back in Westeros; this place had gifted him two sisters and his brother. This place had gifted him Ygritte. These were things more precious than a horse or sword, more precious than wine or song. These were irreplaceable.

Jon sighted a stag and waited for it to pass. He never took the first he saw, in fear of not seeing another, and when a doe stepped out after the stag he let his arrow fly and take it. If the gods were good, they'd have venison stew tonight.

II. THE DAY GETS DARK UNEASILY

When the hour grew late and the sun had sunk down low enough that the sunlight was a weak, thin thing, Jon decided he'd had enough of checking traps and hunting game and decided to bring his catch to the inn. Some of it would come back with him to be shared with House Stark alone, the smaller game, but the deer was something he'd have to leave at the kitchens to be shared with everyone. Lady Kate ought to be able to make something fine of it; Jon had come to enjoy her cooking over the past several moons and he was eager to see what she'd do with the deer.

After bringing his game indoors and cleaning the rabbits to bring home (skins for Sansa, meat for stew in their homes), he settled in front of the fire for a little while. It wasn't as cold as it had been the past several moons, no, but after being out in the woods for the majority of the day Jon was looking forward to having something hot to drink and just resting before making the long walk back to the home he shared with Ygritte.

He had a mug of some sort of tea, some concoction made with herbs. It wasn't like the tea he'd drunk at Winterfell, of course, but it was something that was hot and soothed his throat and warmed his belly. It would sustain him for the walk to Robb's and, later, for the walk back down to his own house. As he drank, he watched the crack and pop of the logs in the fireplace and it felt, for all the world, like being at Winterfell again.

As people came in and out around him, he nodded; he wasn't terribly talkative, no, but it was hard not to greet those who had been living and working alongside him for the past several months.

III. BEAUTIFUL LIKE A SONG

The hour was later still and Jon eventually vacated his chair inside the inn for another place, a place warmed not only by the logs on the fire but the warmth of his family. Robb's house was always packed with people considering he lived with Sansa and Arya and when Jon stepped up onto the porch and pushed the door in, he wasn't surprised to see family gathered there.

It was still novel to him to have family so close and now that he and Robb weren't quarreling any longer he felt much more comfortable just showing up unannounced. He had skins for Sansa - ones that needed to be tanned and ones that had already been tanned and were ready to be used. He had meat for them, a few rabbits that might make a night's supper. He also had himself, no matter how dour of company he often was.

His family always brought a smile to his face in spite of whatever foul mood he might have worked himself into and today he was in high spirits, a grin playing at his lips and merriment in his voice.

"Sansa? Arya? Robb? Who's home? I've brought gifts."
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2017-02-19 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"How long?" he demands bluntly, getting around to his actual question. Maybe it's different because she's not alive in Jon's home, but this is Cougar's struggle in knowing how to do things properly. He hasn't done anything by the way it's meant to. "When you ask her to spend your life with you, how long will it take before that question?"
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2017-02-21 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"How long, though?" Cougar asks again, driving home that point. He's the one being asked, really, so he's the one who's in the shock of it. "Before you ask? How long are you together, before you ask her this?" How long is a normal amount of time and is it Cougar's fault? Is he overreacting or is the one who thinks things are going too fast?

He can't stop thinking about it, not just because he's clearly made Jake uncomfortable with the whole thing.
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[personal profile] turned_to_steel 2017-02-22 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"I am learning how to fight hand to hand from her." She could almost tell that he wanted to be one of the ones to teach her something and so she smiled. "I was actually going to ask you if you thought I could learn to use a bow."
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2017-02-24 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Cougar's been at Jake's side longer, but they were always teammates and friends. More than that didn't exist, because he's too smart to let his dick get in the way of his missions. Now, though, there is no mission and there is nothing to focus on but his personal life. "The gifts that showed up," he explains why he's asking, "Jake thought of rings. For us."

He shrugs as he ducks his head down while they work to move the carcass. "Seems too soon."
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[personal profile] turned_to_steel 2017-02-27 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
"I think she mentioned that before when we were talking." Sansa smiled softly, not really recalling if she had talked about archery with the wildling or not but at least Jon would know that she spent time with the woman he loved. That she actually enjoyed doing so.

"Whenever you want to start teaching me." She answered honestly, even while thinking that she would need to move a few things around so she didn't overwhelm herself with all the tasks she had going now. "Maybe in the evenings before supper?"
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2017-03-03 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
He gives a nod of his head, unable to help the emphatic sound he makes, glad that someone understands him. It's not that Cougar doesn't hold affection for Jake, even to the point of not wanting anyone else. The problem is that he doesn't think he's ready to start something so big and so committed after so short a time.

"And if I lose him because of it?" That's the only problem. What happens if suddenly, Jake decides he wants someone who's ready to be more serious?
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[personal profile] turned_to_steel 2017-03-05 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
"Right, I guess that makes sense." Sansa nodded her head, pressing her lips together as she thought about Raleigh. She usually saw him in the mornings and in the evenings whenever they could manage it. There was also the times she worked with the other people teaching her things.

Then Jon distracted her by mentioning her mother and she felt a little pang while she shook her head a little. "No, she wouldn't believe it. I've never shown an interest in fighting before."
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2017-03-08 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
That's an easy thing to say, which Cougar almost believes, but the reality is that Jake is one of the best things to have ever happened to him. If he loses the man because of something he's done wrong, something like that, he may not forgive himself. When Jon says what he does about women, he cannot help his amused smirk. "I have been with many women. Some men," he says. "Finding people was not a problem. Loving them, that is."
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[personal profile] turned_to_steel 2017-03-09 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
"I know and I don't think I could ever make up for how cruel I was to you at times." Sansa's voice softened as she watched him. She knew that he was teasing her a little but she would forever feel just a little guilty about it.

But she made herself smile as she reached out to catch his hand with her own, giving his fingers a little squeeze. "You might regret me paying attention to you now. I can be a pest of a little sister."
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2017-03-12 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe that's part of why Cougar's been resisting too, even if he doesn't say it loudly. If he says yes to Jake and agrees, then he has a tie that brings him back to a person who could lose him. Now, if he dies, then people will be sad, but they can all move on. It wouldn't be the same. Still, is that how he wants to live? Forever dodging intimacy because of his own selfish thoughts.

It's easier to just focus on hunting, sometimes, being out in the wilderness, but that's also not a life. "Maybe I will have to learn to change. Maybe that is what love is. Changing yourself to love the person."
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[personal profile] turned_to_steel 2017-03-12 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"She is a pest and she is more obvious about it." Sansa smiled softly, almost looking back on the ways her sister had pestered her with a hint of fondness. Except for maybe the whole sheep shifting thing. "But that doesn't mean I can't be a pest too. I was just more subtle and quiet about it at times."

She paused before falling silent when he admitted that he had missed her. She couldn't imagine why he would but she felt warmed by the declaration. Then she nodded her head slowly. "I thought the same thing. I thought I would be alone forever."
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2017-03-17 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
It means Cougar needs to talk more, learn English, let his feelings open out instead of just burying inside. It's harder without a team here to pull it out of him. It means that Jake does all the work. "Maybe it's worth it," he allows, because he also knows that while he's more isolated than ever, he's also happier.

"You will be with your woman until she is done with you?" he teases, peeking past the animal's head to look at Jon. "I know the feeling."

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