Niska doesn't want to talk about the fact that when she wants to turn herself off or go on autopilot, she literally shuts down and charges in her home. She doubts that people around here want to hear that, truthfully.

She can't help the way she smiles and looks at Brigitte when she talks about needing fun. "I'm not really...fun," she goes on. "I can have fun, but I'm not the person who starts it. What would you suggest a person does to blow off steam?"