Which is annoying, and yet not entirely unlike Nida. Just more intense on the annoying part of Nida. He'll get called on it if he persists too much.

"Why do you try so hard, Nida? I've never been worth a damned thing in my life, why would that change now?" Someone's bitter and full of self-loathing don't mind him. It's been a rough couple months. Seifer just usually keeps it bottled up better.