Nida doesn't see how hypocritical that is? He'll point out Seifer's weakness but doesn't want his own on blast. Insists that it's fine for Seifer but not himself? That's not right. None of that is right. Surely Billy will understand? Nida isn't the SeeD, it's a defense mechanism.

A grunt as he turns to go back to work at the stove. Clearly this is something he's not having an easy time accepting. Doesn't deserve it. His lot, the one he shouldn't keep forgetting about, is to be alone. It's the best he deserves. "Doesn't matter."