Intentionally keeping his back to Nida, Seifer pulls a face and allows a noncommittal grunt. These words are still so hard for him to accept. With all the history behind him, it's tough to imagine that anyone would change their minds about him. Much less so much as to actually give a shit. Because he thinks, deep down, that if Squall were still here then none of this would be possible.

He remembers, he just has a hard time accepting the truth of it. After all, he thought he mattered to Matron and she tossed himself and Squall into Garden to be chewed up by the war machine. Thought he mattered to Rinoa but she walked off without sparing a second thought until long after the fact. Instead of voice any of this, he just offers a half shrug.

It doesn't matter. He doesn't matter. He'd rather not think about it.

"What about you? Can't be killin' yourself ignoring your own hurts over us. Don't worry about me. I deserve it. You on the other hand could use someone to watch your back." Finally he did glance over his shoulder to frown over at Nida. "And what's with the watch?" Color changing? Never heard of that before. At least his finally showed back up.

Seifer doesn't care about healing. Truth was he probably never would. Just have to learn to live with the scars like he has with all the others.