Is that all? No. Not even by half. But let him play with another problem. He will dance around this so much.  “If Squall ordered me to, I would put him down,” Nida says, his words a whisper. And a bit of a lie. Here and now he wouldn’t. When he arrived he would have. If they were home and he was as he is now... he doesn’t know. “I’m... Hyne I had to sit there and realize that I would kill him for what he might do. SeeD is... it’s fucked up. I’m fucked up.”