"I have no idea what I'm doing, as you well know." He gives a slight smile and shrugs under Matt's hand. "Frankly, I'm not sure how you've stayed sane, not being to fill every moment with working and doing things. I think it's the only thing that keeps me from screaming mindlessly at this place."

He sounds cheerful, so he's probably not serious.

"A few others seem to know what they're doing, so we'll get there."