"Yeah, I wish I could tell you that goes away, but." I shrug with a wincing little smile. Truthfully, it's probably a good thing, that constant niggling worry and confusion at the back of your mind -- A place like this should not be normal, even after being stuck here for months. But that doesn't mean it's helpful when you're just trying to get through the day.

"But yes, the good news is that there is lots of distraction to be had. Trying to stay alive is good for that. Come on, I'll show you the apiaries, you can pretend to be interested," I add with a little wave of my hand.