He leaned a little closer again knocking their shoulders again. "Neither do I. Not often anyway." He knew he had it in him to give up, he's done it to extreme's, though hollowing out and giving up were not the same they counted the same in his mind. "I just wanted you to know I am thankful for you. And no matter what happens here, my loyalty is always to you first." He didn't think it needed to be said, but he wanted to say it. To put it out there that he wasn't planning to ever put a gap in their trust. The bridge of their bond was built with strong steel.