Right now, that's where Vasquez is. The trouble is that he could get an answer one way or the other, but only if he asks the question. Until then, he's being a coward and not asking because he doesn't want to know. He can pretend, maybe, that it could still all work out.

"I have someone now," he admits. "And it's not the same feelings as I have for the other man, but it's someone. I'm being shitty to both of them, I think." He should just go talk to Faraday, but fuck if he isn't scared.