She knows all about that, because every now and then, she'll look over at him and see Howard or she'll see Steve and wonder why he looks so big. Then she recalls that it's not a hazy dream and she's here and not back in the early days of the war.

"Tell me how I can bring you back," she insists, because having a task to focus on will pull her out of her fever haze. If she can settle on that, she thinks she can manage.