[She knew what survivor's guilt felt like. She felt it every day, the weight of another's death pressing hard on your shoulders. No matter what logic says, no matter what anyone else says, it's always there.
She knows it won't matter if she tells Rose she's wrong. She would believe it until she no longer felt the guilt that came with watching someone die and not be able to stop it.
It might never go away.]
No one should have had to be out there.
[This shouldn't have happened at all. Even if Rose demanded to carry some of the blame, she shouldn't carry it all.]
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She knows it won't matter if she tells Rose she's wrong. She would believe it until she no longer felt the guilt that came with watching someone die and not be able to stop it.
It might never go away.]
No one should have had to be out there.
[This shouldn't have happened at all. Even if Rose demanded to carry some of the blame, she shouldn't carry it all.]
I'm so sorry.