"I look all flimsy and adorable and then I stab people in the kidneys once they stop watching." He's still more flustered than he likes, since in the usual course of things this is stuff that would only happen if he'd burned through all his magic and didn't have any spare components on him and shit was getting real and there was no one to get his back in the first place. Almost all of which is true in this place, and he's never coped well.